Obsession

The door

Victorias POV-
I Park the car and have Jane grab things from the trunk while I get Lily and bring her to my bedroom. Once inside I sit her down on my bed and crouch down in front of her so we are eye level.
"Little one, do you understand that what you did at the mall today was naughty? And that it is bad to run away and hide from mommy and Jane ?" I ask her as I gently rub circles on her shoulders.

Lilys face scrunches as she thinks about her answer, she fiddles with her fingers and avoids eye contact.
"Lily you need to look at me when I'm speaking to you." I remind. She looks up with a confused look on her face.
"I was just playing" she says quietly with a pout. Something about me has changed and I usually wouldn't even have had this conversation, maybe it's the medication but I can't help but be gentle with her.
"Little one, we do not play like that. Especially when in public. What if something happened to you? Or if somebody takes you away? You're lucky you have a smart mommy and I put a tracker on your collar or I would have lost you. Do you understand Lily?" I explain in a no nonsense tone.

My little one's lip starts to quiver as tears begin to fall down her face. I want to hold her but I need her to understand that she cannot do this again.
"im sorry mommy, n no do it again I promise, was just playing n forgot to go back to Jane, please don't spank me mommy im sorry." She says in between breaths as she cry's frantically. My poor little love, so nervous.

At this point I can tell she is remorseful and honestly her crying is making my boobs hurt so I pick her up and cradle her, cooing as I pat her back.
"Shhh it's okay babygirl mommy isn't mad and I'm not going to spank you, it's okay baby I'm here." I softly whisper to her. Her cry's don't stop and my soreness doesn't either so I walk us to her nursery. I quickly sit down on the rocking chair and try to get Lily into a more comfortable position so she could nurse. Then I undo my shirt and bra after that Lily wastes no time finding my nipple and getting a good latch on it.

Usually I'd just begin reading while I pat her back and she would just suckle but no milk ever came out just a few drops. This time however I could feel something was different. I don't know how but I could feel the milk flowing into her mouth which caught Lily off guard. My little looks up at me with the same confused face as before, her bright blue eyes seeming more soft than before.
"It's okay baby, go ahead it's for you." I say encouraging her.

She hesitantly begins to suckle again and then swallows a mouthful of my milk, her face instantly relaxed as she continues with a more steady suckle. I slowly got used to the feeling and couldn't help but stare at the little one attached to me. In this moment I couldn't imagine hurting her, all I want is this feeling all of the time. Her needing me, being able to give her something no one else ever could. The doctor was right, a shot would have never provided me this.

Downstairs Jane was preparing herself a rather thick blunt full of the perfect plant her mistress had picked for her. Admittedly she wanted to spy on the two women upstairs but knew it was against the rules so she was going to smoke to pass the time. She had even snuck a few shots from Victorias select vodka, and by few I mean about 5 or 6. Maybe she had overdone it but the fear of punishment left her body well after the third shot. Finishing up her work Jane grabs a lighter and sparks.

Allowing the smoke to fill her lungs she leans back and exhales. Jane repeats this for another 15 minutes until the blunt is gone. The woman thinks about rolling another one but decides against it as suddenly the idea of going into the 'forbidden' room seemed a lot more appealing.

Victoria had told both women that under no circumstances were they allowed to enter the red room, and that the consequences for doing so would be severe and irreversible. It was located near the garage and had a very shiny metal door concealing its contents. The door itself was suspicious as Victoria was known for her security and surprisingly the door had no lock. Aside from the weight of the door nothing stopped the women from opening it.

Jane eventually reaches the door after a bit of stumbling, realizing she may have drunken too much. She presses her hand onto the door feeling the smooth cold metal. Her hand slowly makes its way to the door knob where it rests for a while as Jane thinks about what she's doing. She knows better and likes being a good girl, her mistress had just rewarded her and yet here she was disobeying an obvious rule.

On the other hand, the thought of what was behind the door was consuming her intoxicated mind. She needed to know what her mistress was hiding, maybe it could help her understand more about the sinister side of Victoria. Jane turns around and looks around one last time checking if anyone was near, when Jane could see she was alone she broke down and started slowly turning the handle.

Upstairs Victoria was nearly done feeding her little one who had fallen asleep after switching breasts. V was about to end a chapter of a book when her phone went off. She knew the sound was from her security app so Victoria carefully unlatched Lily and gave the little one a pacifier. After gently placing the sleeping little into her crib she quietly stepped out of the room and fixed her clothes.

The Mistress opens the notification only to discover something that makes her blood boil, all of the previous good feelings from Lily now gone. Jane, her good girl the same person who she had literally just praised, was breaking the one rule she knew they understood. Without wasting another second Victoria marches downstairs to confront Jane.

Hey loves 😊
Sorry for the short chapter, I have an earlier bedtime now and highkey forgot lol. You guys know the drill, feel free to comment and such and as always have an amazing day❤️🩷🩷🩷