Obsession

Red room

After about half an hour of nursing Lily still wasn't asleep and Victoria was still not happy. If anything she grew more angry.
"Baby it's time for bed and I'm out of patience." Victoria said as calmly as she could which actually came off pretty angry for Lily.
"Mommy mad?" She asked on the verge of tears. And V could tell she was feeling emotional but she just couldn't sympathize. She had lost her sister, her best friend. How could she be upset? Pressed up against her, skin to skin? Nursing?

As much as she wanted to Victoria couldn't rationalize it.
"Stop!" V suddenly snapped at the little, with that the tears fell but they were silent. Lily was afraid to make a noise, confused.
"You need to go to bed, it's bed time." Victoria stated suddenly while picking Lily up and placing her in the crib harshly laying the blanket across her.
"Goodnight." V stated blankly as she left the room.

She could hear the cry's and she did want to turn around but didn't. She couldn't comfort anything because she needed to be comforted, to be held and told it was okay. But that was the very last thing Victoria would let happen. It would simply never happen.

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The woman walked downstairs towards where Jane should be. To Victorias pleasure, Jane was there naked kneeling in the living room with a bottle of vodka presented for her mistress.
"Such a good girl." V said lowly near inches away from Jane's ear.
"Do you know what good girls get?" She added, grabbing Jane's chin forcing her to meet Victorias gaze.

Jane wanted nothing more than to answer her Mistress, to calm her down from whatever was stressing her. But the intimidating feeling V left was thick in the air and she could bring herself to say anything.
"They get rewarded puppy, there's no need to be nervous, Mistress isn't upset with you." V said to her in a seductive whisper. It sent chills down her spine and made her crave something she shouldn't .

Victoria then grabbed the bottle and walked towards the couch where she noticed Jane had set up the shot glass already as well as the TV.
"Come here Jane....I don't want to be alone." V said hesitantly. Her submissive obviously did so and was quickly by her side trying to comfort her.

"Are you okay Mistress?" Jane finally asked after what seemed like a life time and actually had been a while since half of the bottle was now gone, and only Victoria had been drinking.
"No, stop asking me that! I don't want you to ask anymore questions Jane, you just sit there and do as I say and if it's too much you have a safe word and know how to use it, now hush." The older woman said sternly.

Jane's POV-
Something's wrong with Victoria, and I can't say anything but I know what it is. I've seen it before and the best thing to do is let it be. I'll do my best to please her and keep her calm.
"Sit on my lap." Mistress spoke suddenly. It had been a while since anyone said anything since V spent most of the time watching videos about different ways to tie knots.
"Yes Mistress" I said after a moment and a bit of hair pulling.

When I was situated on her lap, the grip on my hair tightened and my head was tilted back. Mistress used her other hand to open my mouth.
"Keep this open, if you need me to stop say your safe word or tap me three times, although I cannot promise I'll stop." Mistress said as more of a warning than a comfort.

Still I accepted it and consented ready to make her happy. I nodded my head to let her know I understood. With that I heard a shuffle then the bottle being opened and I knew what was going to happen.

Soon the familiar feeling of burning liquor filled my throat and before i could swallow, more poured down. I began to choke and mistress stopped, letting me go so I could catch my breath. I coughed but no liquor would come up instead it was a burning cough that convinced me I could breathe fire.