(Un)Break me - Rhea Ripley x reader

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a/n: hey alll how are you??? besties i wrote smut omg (I usually don't do it but poetic license kicked in decided to give it a try 😂😂) hope it doesn't suck 😂😂 also here I kinda used the idea of forced mandalas too

It's heaven in your arms

Y/N's POV

You don't know what exactly, but it made your demons quiet down. Maybe it was the way Rhea made you feel safe. Maybe it was her telling you she would stay even if you tried to send her away. Or maybe it was having her ask you to stay.

Whatever it was, it only proved to you that she wouldn't act like everybody else did because Rhea Ripley isn't everybody else.

Listening to Rhea say all the right words (that you didn't know you needed to hear) while she went into 'bear-mode', pulling you into her chest even more as if to protect you even if you had the biggest smile on your face made the cold you felt inside slowly dissipate.

It made you feel warm again. Alive.

"Y/N I-" She starts but you don't let her finish.

"God, must really like having my snot on your shirt because all you do is make me cry from love." You joke as more tears keep coming up. Rhea hugs you by your waist and tickles you a little.

"And I will continue doing so until there's no more doubt inside that pretty head of yours. I will stay, Y/N, no matter what. I already let you go once, and I'm not gonna make that mistake again. Not when I know how miserable we both get without each other. And more importantly, how much we love each other."

Rhea Ripley makes you feel alive because she's the first person to love you in a way it burns but doesn't hurt. Like how it's supposed to be.

Her arms tighten around you as you cry more with the realization.

"I love you so much, moondust." Her voice is low, for your ears only.

Rhea's POV

"And I will continue doing so until there's no more doubt inside that pretty head of yours. I will stay, Y/N, no matter what. I already let you go once, and I'm not gonna make that mistake again. Not when I know how miserable we both get without each other. And more importantly, how much we love each other."

When Y/N's cries intensify after I say this, it is like I could feel something in her starting to change. For good. Unlike the most times I saw Y/N cry, this one didn't look like it came from a place of pain, but a place of relief. It felt as if the thick walls around her heart were finally crumbling because she was destroying them.

For the first time, I feel like her acts of destruction may not be bad.

After she calms down a bit, she pulls my head closer and I automatically lean in, focusing on her lips. Finally, she closes the gap between us in a kiss so slow and overflowing with emotion. No rush or anything. We are simply enjoying the moment as our tongues almost dance with each other. Our bodies are so close that I can hear Y/N's heartbeat in sync with mine. In need of air, I part the kiss and rest my forehead against hers. Oxygen has a way of making itself important in these moments. Bummer, little does it know it's not half as important as my urge to have her lips on mine again.

When I lift my gaze from her lips, I catch her longing stare and our eyes lock, like we would never look away again. I didn't know it then but on some level, that was true.

I grab her hand and pull her to her room, where the soft glow coming from the large window creates a haven made just for us. I take off my shorts and underwear quickly as I see her doing the same, leaving us in nothing but oversized tees. In contrast to the rest of our clothes, I make sure to take my time in taking her shirt off, admiring her like the piece of art she was.

Y/N is not as patient, agile pushing me onto the bed without bothering to take my shirt off. I flip our positions, staying on top. Our bodies move in synchrony as our limbs entwine with a mixture of longing and desire. Even though we haven't been apart, that's what it feels like. After days and days of uncertainty, our bodies reunite again, become electric together once again.

I was trailing Y/N's chest with kisses when I felt her arch into my touch. Her breath catching as waves of pleasure hit her.

We lay side by side for a few seconds, staring at each other.

"I love you." She mouths.

"I love you too." I can barely finish the sentence before Y/N is on top of me.

"Your turn, babe." As much as l like to be on top, I feel my whole body heat up when Y/N takes control, pulling me in for a fervent kiss while playing with my nipples before roaming lower slowly, touching me everywhere except where I needed the most.

Fucking tease.

She licks her fingers without breaking eye contact and I know right there it's going to be the end of me.

Y/N's POV

She travels her hands over your body, tracing every single curve desperately. Her nails leave marks on your back, your side, your tights. Everywhere.

The mantra composed by soft moans and your name leaving her mouth as you do your job is music to your ears. So when you see her eyes roll to the back of her head, only to focus back on you with a loving expression a few seconds later, you're sure that heaven is a place on earth.

More accurately, heaven is a person.

Rhea Ripley is your heaven.

"I love you."

"I love you too." You repeat.

Rhea has one arm under you, caressing your waist while both your left arm and leg are on top of her body. Your ear is pressed to her chest, hearing her heartbeat slow down before falling asleep but right there, those few minutes before drifting off, time seems to stand still. Nothing else mattered.