The Slytherin Prince

Chapter 48

Angelica
Warning self harm
A/N this story contains a lot of self harm but in real life please don't do this. It is extremely dangerous. I know its hard, i have been there before, multiple times, if anyone wants to talk i am always here xx

I don't know why, but every day i end up in this situation. Back on my bathroom floor with blood on my wrists and thighs. It's a habit and i can't stop. When the blade touches my skin all of my pain and anxiety it's like it disappears. This is my way of coping. I know it's extremely unhealthy but it helps me.

The blade dropped to the floor and I panicked as the door opened. "Princess, what are you doing?" Mattheo says as tears filled his eyes. I couldn't even look at him. I hugged myself and looked away from him as he put his arms around me. "It's okay, you're okay," he whispered as i sobbed into his chest. "How long have you been doing that?" He asks.
"A while," i whisper over my cries.
"Look at me," he whispers softly. I look at him as tears fell from my eyes. "If you ever feel like this again, come and get me," i nod as he pulled me into his chest.

He helped me clean my arms and thighs. He kissed every single one of my scars making me blush. "Every single inch of your body is perfect, please don't harm it," he says in between kisses.

The next day

Yesterday, he wouldn't leave me alone. He showered me with affection. Today we had school but i didn't plan on going to lessons as i woke up with extremely bad period cramps.

I laid on my bed clutching my hot water bottle against my stomach. I took paracetamol a couple minutes ago, hoping it will kick in soon.

"Baby," Mattheo whispers walking in to find me asleep. I could feel him climb in next to me. He wrapped his arms around my stomach and kissed my forehead. I was awake, i just didn't wanna open my eyes yet. "God, you're so perfect," he whispered as he thought i was asleep.
I felt him watch which made butterflies flutter around my stomach.

I turned around and opened my eyes at him still looking at me. "Hello baby," he smiles kissing my nose. "Hi," i yawn.
"Why weren't you in 1st lesson?" He asks.
"My period cramps hurt to bad," i mutter hugging into his arm.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He says kissing my cheek.
"You were already in lesson," i smile at him.
"I would've come anyway," he smiles back.
"I know," i laugh into his shoulder.
"I love you princess," he whispered.
"I love you more," i whispered back.
"Not possible," he grins.
"Is possible," i grin back.
"Really? Is it?" He says tickling me. We both laugh as he tickled me so much my stomach began to hurt.

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A/N sorry really short chapter. Next chapter you will love!!