Worthwood Academy

WA [DR] 45 - Now, Shut Up

I know I promised an update the other day, but was so busy kaya hindi ko nagawa. I'm so sorry for that. Hope you'll like this chapter. Your comments will be highly appreciated!

WA 45 – Now, Shut Up

"You got that? Pagkatapos mo diyan, go to the library and help your classmates..." Sir Woods ordered. Tumango ako at inayos ang mga librong ginamit namin kanina. I sighed, ang bigat. Kahit na naglalakihan ang mga dala ko, nagawa ko pa rin silang ilipat sa pinagkuhanan ko kanina. "... And Ms. Delacroix, Sir Borris is expecting you in his office after the break. He needs you to do something for him." He added before going out the facility.

Napabuntong hininga ako. "Hey," He breathed.

Lumingon ako sa gawi niya at nakahalukipkip siya habang nakatingin sa akin. "Faster. We have a lot of work to do." He said while rolling his eyes.

I gave him a deep glare, "E di tulungan mo ako kung gusto mong madaling matapos 'tong ginagawa ko." Bossy ass! Kung sana may ginagawa siya kaysa naman nag dadaldal siya dyan na parang may naitutulong. Hello, mabibigat ho 'tong mga librong nasa harapan ko.

"Kaya mo na 'yan."

Aba, gago ka! 'Yong tingin ko, parang lumusot hanggang sa kabilang facility. Nakakatangina kasi kung makasagot itong si Uryll. I don't mind the curses, but I do really mind the fucking attitude! This freak is seriously getting into my nerves.

Inirapan ko siya at pinagpatuloy ang pagpi-pile ng mga libro. Inisa-isa ko ang magkakasama sa iisang section at sabay ring ibinabalik kahit na nahihirapan ako sa pagbubuhat. He was just there... Leaning on the table and watching my every move—like it's actually helping.

"Akin na nga!" Bigla niya akong tinabig at kinuha niya mula sa kamay ko ang mga hawak kong malalaking libro. Humarap siya sa akin na nakataas-kilay. "You know what? All you have to do is to have a little push. Ang dali mong sumuko." Makahulugan niyang sinabi.

I pressed my lips into a hard line. What did he just said? A little push? "For your information Mr. Hutchinson, I am not here to convince someone to help me. If you rather choose not to, then so be it. Ayokong pinagpipilitan ang iisang bagay kung inaayawan."

Yes. May double meaning ang sinabi ko. Then what? He'll give color to that? Wala akong paki! I hate his guts. I hate him—for now. Ayokong namimilit. Hindi ako pinalaki ng mga magulang ko na ipinagpipilitan ang sarili sa iisang bagay na kailan man ay wala akong pag-asa. Kung magiging akin, then go. Kapag hindi, e di hindi. Walang pilitan.

To be honest, I am still trying so hard not to give him signs. I don't want him to think that there is something in me. Na dapat niyang ipag-alala dahil hindi na tama. If you're asking what exactly happened after the winter season... just don't. Everything was a mess after he showed up. His gift really bothered me the most. Hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin binubuksan dahil natatakot ako sa maaring mangyari—sa maari kong maramdaman ulit.

I doubted myself. I doubted my feelings for Briz. Was it real? Or was it just infatuation? Hindi ko masagot. Uryll is making these things so hard for me.

He's giving me false hope. Hindi ko siya matantsya. May mga sinasabi siyang hindi ko maintindihan. Was that necessary or just a part of his act? Nakakalito kasi.

"Hindi ka naman inayawan. Hindi ka lang talaga marunong mag tanong. May pagka-assuming ka pa." He smirked as if he said something really incredible. "In fact, you're just looking at the wrong decision." His back faced me. Isa-isa niyang ibinalik sa shelves ang mga libro.

Nakasunod ako sa kanya habang ginagawa niya 'yon. Hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapangiwi dahil sa mga sinabi niya. "You know what? You're talking nonsense, Uryll! Kung saan-saan ang inabot ng mga sinasabi mo. We're just arguing with these books," Muwestra ko sa nakahilerang mga libro. "What has gotten into you anyway?" I ask.