Miss Astig

Thirty Seven

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Eleven thirty na ng gabi.

Bukas na ang prom. I know I should be sleeping now, but instead, I lie awake thinking of all the things I could've said and all the things I will never be able to say nung isang araw ng mag-usap kami ni Ray... ng mag-usap kami ni Mason...

Pero ang hinayupak na Ray isang malaking SPAMMER!

SPAMMER! SPAMMER! SPAMMER!

Kainissss!

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From Boy Droga_(^__^)_:

I miss how happy I was with you. :'(

How can a person give you so much strength yet still be your only weakness? :'(

I need you... :'(

Grade five, when I fall in love with you...
For five long years, I've kept my love for you...
February, when I thought you loved me too...
Yet after three days, you broke my heart in two... :'(

In a room full of people and all I see is you... I can't help but wish that you're looking at me too. :'(

Please staay :(

I don't know if I could ever really stop loving you. :'(

Louie... :'(

Grabe puro ka-emohan.

Hindi ko na lang nirereplayan kasi mas mahihirapan lang siyang mag-move on pag ganun. Katulad ng ginawa ni Aidan, iyon na lang din ang gagawin ko. Bigla na lang di magpaparamdam. Di magpapakita kaya mas mapapadali ang pagkalimot mo sa tao.

Nakalimot naman ako eh. Pansamantala. Huwag lang talaga siyang magpapakita at magpaparamdam siguro tutuloy-tuloy na talaga 'to. Ni hindi na din naman siya sumasagi sa isip ko. Hays.

Ayoko naman dumating sa point na awa na lang ang nararamdaman ko kay Ray. Hindi ko maatim yon. Besides mabait naman si Ray makakahanap din siya ng mas nararapat sa kanya. Malalampasan niya din 'to. I really feel that I don't deserve him. Kasi nga di ba? Hays.

Last na lang talaga Ray. Last na lang. 'Wag ka na magtext please!

After 5 minutes...

Boy Droga_(^__^)_:

Maybe I'm over you... Maybe I'll move on... Maybe I'll like someone else... Maybe I'll forget you... or I'll be too good at lying then. Hays. :'(

Seryoso Ray. Ba't di ka magpalit ng number? Nakuu.