Poems From The Mind-COMPLETED

Growing Insane

Madness foreign to my veins
That's a lie
I'm angered easily
But its just in my code

You know the one inside you skull
That's where I deserve to think
But now all can think of
Is how you and her are perfect together

Why don't you understand me
I'm not crazy
She has you in the palm of her hand
While I'm nearly holding your hand

You tell her your problems and secrets
While all I get is just minor things
My mind is loosing it
I'm loosing it

Vines of torture because of this tainted love
Wrap around my mind
Until its completely history
Lost in a web of vines

I see how you guys look at each other
I see how you two talk to each other
I see you flirting with her
I see her flirting back

You deny it and so does she
But you and her are perfect for each other
And I'm simple just a ugly distraction
Once I'm gone she'll be yours and you hers

She say mean things because of what you say to her
About what I say or do
She calls me mean not understanding my side of things
Not asking questions

You act like an idiot yet you're smarter than that
You're too busy acting up to realize
How I feel
How we're growing apart from each other

When you and her
Walk away together
I know she's stolen your heart and love from me
I see you two alone sitting side by side

Am I imagining things
Maybe
But I can see love when I know that's the emotion
One day I find you guys hugging

The you put your arm around her
And hold her hand
You kiss her cheek
And tell her you love her

And I'll be standing in the background
Crying because of your lies
The ones you use to say to me
That's true torture

But don't mind me
I'm mentally insane.

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This is for an old friend. She asked me to write this poem for her. And people who know me wouldn't know her.
Professor Stalker