These secrets will kill us Oliver Sykes

Chapter 35 ~ Miss.Disrespectful

Veronica's POV

I woke up to the perfect morning, the type you see in movies; bright blue sky, hot sun and the birds sitting in trees singing their song. I sat up and stretched, no one was sitting next to me and there was no trace of the night before leaving me questioning whether Jaime truly had rescued me last night or if it was part of my imagination.

"Morning love" a voice said disrupting my thoughts, I rotate my head round and saw a lively looking Oliver holding a plate of pancakes. "I...uh...thanks?" I responded, my voice sounded more like I was asking a question but I shrugged it off, maybe this past week didn't happen, I tucked in to my pancakes warily. "You look beautiful by the way" he announced, I dropped my knife and fork onto the plate and he furrowed his eyebrows. 

"Oliver why have you made me pancakes and why are you complimenting me?"

"Uh do I have to have a reason to make my girlfriend appreciated and loved?" He replied, rubbing the back of his neck; he was lying.

"Spit it out, you only make me things when you need to tell me something that I probably won't like so just tell me because it's honestly freaking me out when you're being this nice" I rambled on

Oliver sighed in defeat "Well...uh how much of the past week do you remember lately? I mean before the Lyman incident"

I was honestly surprised he remembered that but I frowned trying to think about his question "The last thing I remember was the night you asked me out" I shrugged "Why?"

"Oh...well...we might be on the news and uh you might have a few haters"

"What are you going on about?" I sighed "Just say it!" I stated

"Okay okay, well you might have wrote a song that might of upset a few fans and you might of performed it live two days ago and you might have flashed everyone while you were on stage aswell as giving the microphone..actually I don't even know what you were doing with the microphone stand" Oli explained

My mouth dropped open for a few seconds before I started laughing "No seriously, what do you need to tell me?"

Oliver sighed and pulled out his laptop, pressing play on the YouTube clip that he already had open.

I used to hate you
But now I love you
So like a rose
So like a rose
But when you kiss me I wanna slap you
But sorry it's lost
The feeling is lost
I chew my nails down
I look at the ground
I am pissed
I am shy
Cause you threw me in a blender
I am hot
I am cold
Do you wanna get to know me
Do you wanna learn to get inside my head
Do you wanna get to touch me
Cause now my ex is officially dead
I don't lalalala like you
I lalalala love you
I used to hahaha hate you
And now I really fucking love you

I'm feeling stupid
But I won't tell you
I am blonde
I feel dumb
I sound sweetly in the daytime
Night I'll turn, night I'll turn
I smoke my eyes out
Hoping you'll shout
Be my girlfriend
Be my girlfriend
And when you just flirt
I'll tell you it hurts
I want more
I want more
So you do you wanna get to know me
Do you wanna learn to get inside my head
Do you wanna get to touch me
Cause now my ex is officially dead
I don't lalalala like you
I lalalala love you
I used to hahaha hate you
And now I really fucking love you

Could you, could you, could you, could you keep a secret
Would you, would you, would you, would you wanna keep it
Wouldn't, wouldn't wanna make a scandal
But I can get ya, get ya, get ya by the handle
And if you, if you, if you really feel me
Then you got me, got me, got me thinking maybe
For a minute or maybe two we're not in public
I'll make you lalalala lovesick
I don't lalalala like you
I lalalala love you
I used to hahaha hate you
But now I really fucking love you
I don't lalalala like you
I lalalala love you
I used to hahaha hate you
But now I really fucking love you

I didn't even recognise the song I was singing but I found my purple song book and sure enough; it was there "Blender" I refreshed the page and more and more people were watching it by the second, negative comments filed through but there were also a lot of fans defending me which I was thankful for. I never did well with the social media, the thoughts of the last couple of times I was being spoke about replayed in my head. How did everyone keep this from me? More importantly why?

"Are you okay?" He asked, concern laced into his voice

"There's nothing much I can do about it now, we're on the news?" I asked and he nodded

"About?" I pushed further, he still looked a little hesitant 

"Just a load of rubbish really...that you were a bad influence on your younger fans" he said, but I knew there was something else he wasn't telling me "Continue" I replied and he looked sad

"Uh, they..." Oliver sighed "They said the song was direspectful... well the lyrics were or something when you spoke about Vic and that you didn't really love him"

"Oh" I mumbled, it hurt that people were saying that, was that what they actually thought? I can't even remember writing the song and I was completely off my face.

Oli coughed awkwardly "So I kinda wanted to talk you about something? I kept putting it off but warped finishes tomorrow and I just wanted to know if you wanted to move in with me? I know that we've only just started dating bu-"

I cut him off by kissing him gently "Of course I will, I thought you'd never ask"

"Great" he laughed "Oh and Jaime went to go find the guys, he'll be back later"

Ah, so he was here.

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One week later

So it's been a week since warped finished and everything seemed to be going good, my time in the public eye seemed to have calmed down and they were now freaking out over some other celebrity who I now had pity for.

Plenty of band members around warped teased me for my little performance but I learnt to laugh about it and avoided the question in interviews, the song which basically talks about being in love with someone after hating them was obviously about Oliver and it don't take everyone a long time to figure out we were infact dating, we received a lot of support which shocked me after the recent events.

My band had started recording again and we decided to cancel touring and concentrate on our music. I toned down my modelling jobs too leaving more room for any type of new opportunity that came my way. Oh and Mike, Jaime and Tony stuck around for a few days before returning to San Diego, we kept in contact a lot.

"Babe, I'm home" Oliver called walking through the front door

I ran over and pecked him on the lips "How was work?"

"Tiring, I leave the store for three months and that's what happens to it" he sighs "Anyway we're going to my parents for dinner so dress up nice, we're leaving in half an hour"

"That's not enough time!" I freaked out and scurried into the bedroom to find a dress, I could hear Oliver chuckling as I did so.  Covering up a bit more I picked out a black dress and skin coloured high heels, as I was getting changed there was a knock on the door.

"I'll get it!" Oliver called and I could hear his footsteps approach the front door "What the fuck" he said as I placed the last shoe on my foot and left the bedroom only to be standing infront of an angry looking Oliver who held a note in his hand, he glared at me; anger flaring through his eyes, he shoved the note into my hands and I frowned wondering what could be so bad that got him worked up.

'Dear Oliver,

Sorry, it was too much to handle, maybe I can make amends in the future but I doubt I will for a while...sorry. Allow V to explain any missing details, she knows everything.

-Tom

I was even more confused, so Tom was going on holiday for a while, he needed it.

"So?" I asked Oliver who still looked as mad as he had before "What's the big deal?"

He laughed slightly as if he couldn't believe what I said and moved to the side so I could see behind him

My mouth went wide with shock and the silent room was soon broken when cries echoed around the living room

"The big deal?" Oliver repeated "Would be that"

A/N sorry I put the whole song in the chapter because it honestly pisses me off when people do that but idk I found this song by them when I was listening to the pretty reckless and it fit the situation perfectly and I didn't even plan it and everything just fell into place(;

Song to the side!

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