Call Me S.coupstas Tu (S.coupsxReader)

4.5 (Special Chapter): You're Wrong

Not really a special one. I just changed the pov. You'll encounter the result of my boredom soon. Don't worry. I provided translations.

This chapter is for EpicE02!

•●Seungcheol's POV●•

I'm in front of our fans smiling now but all I remember is your smile. And that day.

"Yeobo, I'm home. I bought you some donuts! And, I brought someone with me. Guess who!" I entered our house excitedly expecting you to be waiting for me.

I waited for your answer that day. All I heard was my breathing and Max's footsteps.

"Noona?" He called you.
"Wait here. She's probably hiding somewhere. Or preparing a little surprise for me. My girlfriend is so sweet you know." I told him.

I was actually just trying to ease my feelings. The silence is so unusual. You always come to hug me when I get home. If not, you're in the kitchen preparing something delicious for me. Or you're just in the washroom. But there's no light footsteps heard. No sound of a ladle as you put some soup on my bowl. No water running from the faucet as you wash your hands.

I wanted to believe it's impossible as I walked to your room blinking away my tears. I opened the door to find a clean room. It smells like you but you're nowhere. I looked around and saw a calendar.

Really, Y/N-ah? Do you really write down what happens to us everyday on this? It's a little cheesy for me but I still find it cute. And why is it flooded with heart doodles? Are you this in love with me? I thought I'm right, that you're just hiding somewhere preparing a surprise for me until I reached today's date.

|You've always been a star. I've always wished to get near you. But as I moved closer to you, I realized that you really are a star. I can never stay long beside you or I'll melt. And for that reason, I'll just watch you from afar. Just keep shining.

-♡|

"Aish! Yeobo, come out now! I know you're hiding! I'll tickle you until you scream for help if you don't come out right now!" I shouted still hoping this is just a joke. "Y/N-ah..."

I looked at the calendar again and saw something else, something hidden behind the calendar. Was I so worthless for you to even write more? I read it too.

|에스쿱스탓투,

잘있어. 또 나를 찾지말고 살 아가라
내 걱정은 하지 밀고 떠나가
나는 괜찮아

너를 사랑했기에 후회 엢기에

사랑해

-♡|

I wanted to believe this isn't true. The fact that you wrote it in Hangeul helped me. But still. I knew it's you. I knew it's true. Why so cruel, Y/N-ah? I know I'm not a good boyfriend, but do you really have to leave me? I know it's my fault. I should have protected you.

I let myself drop on the floor and silently cried with your letter in my hand. Do you remember when I last cried? Ofcourse you do. You're my number one fan, right? How can this star keep shining if his number one fan is missing? Where are you?

I was still hoping you would come out and ask me why I'm lying on the floor crying. That you'll tell me it's just a prank. But only Max came.

"Hyung! What happened?! Where's noona?!" He shouted as he rushed into your room.
"Gone." I whispered and closed my eyes.

No. You're here. I smell you. You're everywhere. I opened my eyes hoping to see you but all I saw was the same room, your room without you. He read your note before looking at me.

"Hyung, this is probably a joke! Noona isn't the type to write things like this. Get up. Let's find her!" He told me. Maybe he knows you better, but I know what to believe even when I don't want to believe it.
"Just leave, Max. Now. Please."

And he did. I held out your letter again and stared at it.

"You're wrong, Y/N-ah. I'm just a planet. You are the star. My life revolves around you. And without, I'm lost." I whispered hoping you could hear me wherever you are.

Days have passed already since that horrible day. I still can't find you. Where are you, Y/N-ah? Tomorrow is July 14th. I have planned something for you. But how can I give you this ring if I can't even see you shadow? I can't live with just memories of you. I need you.

•●Translations and everything else●•

Letter translation:

|S.coupstastu,

Goodbye. Don't look for me. Just live on.
Don't worry about me.
I'm okay.

I regret nothing about loving you.

I love you.

-♡|

So...yeah. I'm worse when I write scenes like this escpecially in a man's POV. I'm sorry.

And the Hangeul part is just something I did while listening to sad songs. Those lines are actually lyrics of korean songs. Just mixed them up. Sorry for my stupidity.

And, OH MY GOD! This chapter is so cheesy and corny and UGH! Forgive me.

EpicE02 , I tried. Sorry ㅠㅠ