Call Me S.coupstas Tu (S.coupsxReader)

4.7: Back to the Beginning

"S.coups..." You called out as he slowly walked towards you.
"So you left me for him?" He asked you with a blank stare in a fearsome tone.
"No! S.coups! I can explain!" You shook your head hoping he'll believe you.

He looked at you like you're a disgusting trash he took care of like a precious treasure. He started to step back away from you.

"You even forgot what you always called me."
"No, I didn't...S.COUPSTAS TU!!!" You shouted his name as loud as you can.

You ran after him but you slipped (into the diamond life. Sorry. Can't help it). When you opened your eyes again, Jenny is already shaking you as she tried to wake you up. It's just a dream.

"Y/N-AH! Y/N-AH!!! WAKE UP! Y/N-AH!!!" She shouted until she noticed you finally woke up.
"Stop it now. I'm awake. I'm awake!" You told her and took her hands off you.
"YAH! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?! YOU WERE SHOUTING LOUDLY!!! YOU MADE ME WORRIED! CAN YOU STOP HAVING NIGHTMARES SO OFTEN?! IT KILLS ME YOU KNOW!!!" She shouted at you.
"What? Do I sleep talk often?" You simply asked her as you massaged your aching head.
"HELL YEAH!!! THERE WAS NEVER A NIGHT YOU DIDN'T SINCE YOU CAME HERE! AND YOU'VE ALWAYS SHOUTED HIS NAME!!!"

You stared at her thinking. You hardly remember your dreams these past few nights. But, you always wake up with a headache and fast heartbeat.

"I'm sorry. I know I'm freaking out. I'm sorry. I'm just worried about you. Are you okay, Y/N? Because you know, you look fine at work. You smile and laugh and...you look happy! But every night you always scream or shout or sometimes you cry. I don't know what you're dreaming of. Every time I want to wake you up, you stop. Except tonight."
"I'm...sorry. Maybe I should move out." You told her. She immediately took your hands.
"No! You don't have to. You can stay here as long as you want. I'm just worried about this matter. You look like you're going through something really hard when you sleep talk."
"No, noona. Well, I shouldn't stay here for long you know. I know your boyfriend proposed to you already. I should give you privacy. And also, I want to live on my own." You said smiling at her.

She stared at you worriedly. You noticed the sun is already starting to rise. The dream still haunts you. What does it mean?

"Fine. Then where would you live?" She finally said after a deep sigh.
"I'll...call Max."

Maybe that dream means something. You called Max and asked for the number of landlady. His former apartment is still vacant. The landlady gladly told you that you can move anytime you want. You immediately packed up your things that day and moved in.

"Woah. This brings back memories, noona. I still remember hearing you sing in the shower, the smell of the dishes you cook and our comfy couch! Ugh...I missed this." Max told you as he let himself drop on the couch after helping you arrange your things.
"I missed this too. Thanks for letting me live with you before." You said as you sat beside him.
"It's nothing, noona. You know you can stay with me in our dorm."
"You know I can't, Max. You live with your members. Also, I don't think that's a good idea but don't worry. I can visit me in my work."
"Yeah..." His voice slowly disappeared as he spoke.

You thought he lost his voice but you realized he just fell asleep. Maybe he's really tired. After all, he had a lot of things to do especially now he had debuted already.

You moved him into a better sleeping position and covered his body with a blanket. You went to the kitchen to cook something. Suddenly you remembered your dream. It's strange how it felt real and fake at the same time.

•●Why am I even rushing?!●•

Because I have a goal. And that goal is to finish this book before Sohee's birthday which is on 27th. Why do I have that goal? I want to see if I can write a book in just a month. Yeah, no connection with her birthday ㅋㅋㅋ I started this book in the middle of May. June will end soon so that means I already spent more than a month writing the 54 parts of this book. I spent already spent 38 days to be exact writing this.

Since my main goal is to finish the second book before my classes start, I want to see if I can finish a book within a month through this book. I guess I might be able to really finish the second one before my classes since that one is shorter.