We sit awkwardly a few moments "are you really this awkward?" he asks "ah, ya I suppose." I say "so anyway tell me some more stories" I add trying to change the subject, he stares at me in disbelief before stand, he walks beside me and leans down beside me his chest brushing against my shoulder "I don't really want to tell stories right now." he whispers his mouth brushing against my ear, sudden desperation washes over me, Gabriel flashes through my mind the want and need to be close to someone without fear of rejection makes a switch in my head turn on, I turn my head and look into Dean's eyes our lips inches apart "I don't really want to hear one anyway." I smile before moving closer to his lips suddenly the door swing open and Dean stands up straight. Sam walks in carrying books "hey, I couldn't find Mary anywhere so I stopped by her house again and found these." he says placing them on the table, I stare down at the table "something wrong?" Sam asks looking between us "ah no, we just gota lightweight here." Dean laughs patting my back "ya I just don't feel very well." I say before I grab a book "but I'll live," I add as I skim the book "ok well we have a long night ahead of us." Sam say sitting across from me "I'm gonna step out for some more beer." Dean says before walking out the door. I let out a sigh of relief "so do you know of anywhere else Mary would go?" Sam ask glancing up at me "no, I'm not sure. did you stop by and ask Phil?" I ask "no it was closed, I'll run by tomorrow if we don't figure something out tonight." sam says, I only hear about half of what he says after, my mind races thinking about what just happened, why'd I do that?
The next morning I wake up in Sam's bed with neither of them in sight. damn what time is it? I look at the clock, 9, I stretch "so you're up," I hear Dean's voice, I quickly sit up "ya," I say immediately feeling weird about possibly being alone with him again "where's Sam?" I ask looking over at him in the bathroom doorway "went to get food and check out that bookstore again." he says before washing his face "oh, well. I should probably go." I say as I stand "why? he should be back soon, plus we have some other books to read." he says as he pats his face dry "oh ya. well I could always go look for Mary." I say desperately wanting out of here "where you gonna look? Sam has that covered, we need to hit the books." he says walking past me to the table "you're right I guess." I mutter before I reluctantly walk over to the table and sit, I grab the book I had last night "did I take any notes?" I ask looking at the papers scattered on the table "ya in your notebook thing." Dean answers not looking up from his book, how can he act so calm about this? well he is handsome so he doesn't have a problem with women, he was probably just desperate last night so he doesn't want to talk about it. I pull out my notes and glance back at him, I'm definitely not his type so best to just forget about it, I look down at my badly written notes "oh shit, I'm gonna have to spend an hour just deciphering this." I groan "hehe, no more beer for you huh?" he laughs looking over at the chicken scratching "ya for sure." I chuckle as I begin trying to make sense of the notes. As a few hours pass I get more comfortable with Dean again completely forgetting about what had happened "so I think I made some sense of what I had wrote." I say showing Dean my freshly written notes "what's this about Allocen?" he asks as he looks up at me "well seems like it's another ritual, to summon Allocen, the duke of hell," I say squinting at the computer screen "well what about the other guy?" he asks "Andras, I don't know but what worries me is these are more recent notes from Mary, so I think she may have plans to summon this guy as well." I say skimming through the article "It takes very specific conditions to summon him apparently so we should be good until, " I stop "until when?" Dean asks leaning over to see the screen "we have two more days to find and stop her." I say with a sigh "no problem. we'll just double time it." Dean says as he pulls his phone out "you keep looking for something about Andr-whatever and I'll update Sam." he says before stepping out the door, sure thing, I love being the research nerd.
I sit a few minutes before Dean walks back in "has sam found anything?" I ask looking up at him "no, but he's going to find her," he says sitting back down "well shouldn't we help?" I ask "the best way we can help is to find a just in case." he says looking through another book "a just in case?" I say rasing an eyebrow "ya like a plan B, a way to kill these bastards." he says glancing over at me "don't worry Sam is on it we will stop this one way or another." he adds as he drops his eyes back down to the book "ok, I trust you both know what you're doing." I mutter "we do ok, so just get back to work." he snaps returning his gaze "excuse you? do you want to repeat that?" I ask frowning at him "you heard me." he mutters under his breath "oh ya I did and I don't have to sit here and take this shit, I'm here voluntarily so you might want to put the attitude away." I snap my frown intensifying "well if you wouldn't have played around with something you have no idea about maybe just maybe me and my brother wouldn't have to clean up your mess." he snaps back returning my frown "so this is all my fault?! really? you have no idea what part I actually played." I shout before standing "oh you told us you helped them," he say watching me as I gather my things "I never said that Dean! I was the one who sealed that fucker away! After he ripped my brother apart!!" I shout feeling tears fill my eyes, his face softens "I, I didn't know," he says softly "ya you didn't and now you do, bye Dean." I say before storming out the door.
