Shawn Mendes Imagines

I MET HIM

So I was the first girl to be let in since I was platinum. When I was getting ready to go behind the curtain, 'Cold Water' by Justin Bieber and Major Lazer came on so I was kind of singing along. I freaked out because I could hear him say 'I'm sorry I'm late,' and then girl he was working with was like 'You're earlier than you were yesterday.' At this point I was about to have an anxiety attack because I knew he was in the tent. Then the guy was like are you alone and I nodded and handed him my phone and he said 'Whenever you're ready,' so I pushed the curtain back a little and slipped in. Shawn was literally feet away from me and he wasn't really paying attention because he was talking to Brian. So he looked over and saw me and smiled really big. First four things I noticed:
1. HIS EYES ARE FREAKING BEAUTIFUL IN PERSON LIKE THEY PIERCE YOUR SOUL
2. HE'S FREAKING TALL. LIKE. REALLY
3. HE SMELLS LIKE EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL IN THE WORLD
4. HE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I THINK I'VE EVER SEEN.
Anyways, I reached up and threw my arms around his neck (on my tippy toes) and buried my face in his neck and said 'Happy early birthday.' and he was like 'Thank you.' So then he put his arm across my stomach and I was like 'oh, actually I kind of wanted to do my pose' and he smiled and said 'Sure,' so I grabbed his hand as quick as humanly possible and made half of the heart with my hand. He picked up pretty quickly so he made a half with his and then the girl snapped the picture. So I threw my arms around his neck one last time and buried my face back into his neck, on my tippy toes again and said 'I love you' and he said 'You too, hun. Have a good day.' and that was it. I grabbed my phone from the girl and left the tent. I almost forgot my purse and everything lol. I smelled like him throughout soundcheck. AND THEN GUYS, HE ANSWERED MY QUESTION IN SOUNDCHECK. I asked 'how do you feel like you're going to be eighteen?' like I was stuttering over my words and he was like 'I'm sorry?' and he was looking directly at me and everything and I repeated the question except I said that instead of like because I was able to correct myself. And his answer was really long hold on:
"I feel like this is going to be the first time where I'm actually going to be like 'I feel a bit older now' (and then some girl I hung out with yelled out she was eighteen and he asked her what it was like then continued answering my question) I usually- I have to lie when I'm like going to work out at a gym in different cities, you know 'How old are you?' 'I'm eighteen I just don't have my ID, sorry,' So I'm-I'm happy cause I always feel guilty going in because I'm definitely not eighteen so it's gonna feel good. Cause that's like the lamest thing to do when you turn 18." <--Direct quote from my video btw. And then he sang to me little in 'Treat You Better'. He sang 'tell me what you want to do.' and like made eye contact with me and raised his eyebrows and everything. Here's a few pictures of the eye contact throughout soundcheck.