"Ahhhh...ahhh.. faster Troy.." I smiled at the girl who's moaning my name. I looked at her while her eyes were closed and feeling the sensation of banging her.
"Ummhh.." I groaned. I closed my eyes and pulled my hard on when I reached the climax. I realised the hot liquid on the girls stomach.
"That was good, babe.." My face becomes serious as I looked at the girls face. She looks like a baby who's begging to bang her over and over again.
That's not my thing. Sorry for her. When I fuck girls, I only do it once. No attachment. No second chances and just a plain sex.
"Where are you going?" Sinuot ko ang pantalon ko at sleeves. Tumaas ang kilay ko sa babae. She's so nosy. She's not even my girlfriend. And fuck that girlfriend thing, hindi ko alam kung ano ang meaning non.
"Work." Tipid kong kong sagot. Nakaramdam ako ng iritasyon ng yakapin niya ako mula sa likuran ko.
"Sally-" she cut me off while her eyes widened.
"It's Shiela.." She sarcastically said. I almost burst out a laugh when she looked at me like she was trying to kill me.
"Oh, I'm sorry.." Ngumisi ako at tinanggal ang kamay niya na nakayakap pa din sa likod ko. I don't like cuddling. As I've said, it's not my thing and we will never be.
"So, the rumors were true. You are cold as urrghh! Moron!" She said angrily. Nagkibit balikat lang ako at tuluyan nang lumabas.
"Beast!!" Doon na ako napahagalpak ng tawa ng sumigaw siya at may binalibag na kung ano sa pinto.
Girl's deserves that. I've been good to them pero ala eh, she chose to hurt and leave me. It's been six months ng umalis nalang siya ng bigla bigla. I don't know why she left me. She left me broken and no one can fix me.
I shooked my head while remembering her. Fucking memories of her. Everytime I woke up she's the first person I think about, and it's killing me and annoys me at the same time.
I decided to go at Kenneth Shane's house. Atleast doon nawawala ang isip ko sa kanya. I have Eon and Zeta to divert my thoughts about her.
"Tito Troy.." Zeta smiled at me.. Lumapit ako sa kanya at binuhat siya.
"Zeta, you're growing so fast.." She kissed me on my cheek. Binaba ko siya para hanapin si Eon.
"Eon's not here kuya.." Napalingon ako kay Kenneth Shane na bigla nalang lumbas from nowhere.
Umupo ako sa dinning table kung saan naghahain siya ng pananghalian. She stared at me kaya hindi ko matuloy tuloy ang pagsubo ng niluto niya. I laught mentally. I didn't know she can learn how to cook.
"Stop staring Shin.." Umayos ako ng upo. She sat beside me. Tinignan niya ako na para bang sinusuri niya ang buong pagkatao ko.
"Are you okay? I mean-" I stopped her. Of course, I'm okay. Who says I'm not?
"I'm fine Shin.." Uminom ako ng tubig at tipid na ngumiti sa kanya.
"Please come back kuya, you're lost again, you don't want to work. You always go to random places and bang random girls. I'm sick worried about you.."
Napatingin ako sa kanya na seryosong seryoso na nakatingin sa akin. Maybe I'm lost. But I can't be myself again. Pakiramdam ko ay may isang parte ng pagkatao ko ang namatay at kahit kelan ay hindi na maibabalik pa. I pity myself. I feel that I'm used. Pakiramdam ko ay palagi nalang ako ang nagbibigay, ako nalang palagi ang sumusugal. Can't someone do the same thing for me? Syempre wala.
"You can't be alone for the rest of your lives kuya. Get a life! Bumuo ka ng pamilya. Ang dami naman dyan."
Tumayo ako. Nawalan na ako ng ganang kumain. Kenneth Shane always have rants about my life. This is my life. If I'm destined to be alone, so be it.
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Two Lost Hearts (Completed)
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