For Life

~Something Unexplainable~

Taeyeon's P.O.V.

I was still reading the royal criminal records when Court Lady Miyoung and court lady Seohyun suddenly knocked on my room, I told them to enter and they gladly did with a smile. I covered the book and gave them a smile, I think they're going to get the book if I'll tell them that I was already engrossed on reading and knowing all the criminal cases in the palace for the past years.

"Queen Taeyeon? Do you need something?" They asked as they took a seat infront of me and gave me a polite bow, I smiled at them and shooked my head. I was still holding the book on my hand and covered it with my gown that was a bit big and I think they would easily notice this so I placed it under the table.

"No, I'm fine" I smiled and pretended like I'm fine, but to tell you the truth, my head keeps on hurting when I woke up earlier. I also wanted to puke but it seems like they just want to annoy me and stay in my throat. I shooked my head when my head slowly starts to get dizzy again and my throat is now getting itchy and it seems like I wanted to puke so badly.

"Is there something wrong?" They asked in unison, I just shooked my head not bothering to tell them that I need to run outside and puke because that will alarm them and tell me to go see a royal physician.

"Mama, the Court Ladies were just wondering why you were too engrossed in reading the criminal records of the Missing Prince and Princess. The librarians are also asking why you would want to get involved in this case" I looked at Court Lady Seohyun when she mentioned those words, I looked at Court Lady Miyoung also and she just gave me a slight smile. They know that I'm reading the wrong book Court Lady Miyoung selected, I couldn't lie to them anyway so I'll just tell the truth. I don't want to keep on denying everything I know especially when I know that they're still my friends.

"Just tell them I just want to read" I uttered, I don't want the prime ministers to know that I'm reading a criminal record because the Queen doesn't even need to know everything like this. I even discovered a necklace placed on the book and a letter made by the missing princess.

"But mama, you've been reading this book all day. You haven't eaten anything yet" I heaved a sigh while Court Lady Miyoung pulled the book underneath the table, I wanted to laugh so badly but my stomach is already growling, then I instantly remember that I still haven't had my breakfast.

"I know, I am hungry right now but strangely I don't like to eat kimchi for today" I really loved kimchi but when I ate it yesterday, I wanted to puke so badly. I don't know why but it is really strange, why would I hate something I would like just for a day?

"But Mama, you like to eat that" Court Lady Seohyun pin pointed, I nod my head and looked down on my fingers, I was suddenly getting nervous of all a sudden.

"Exactly, I don't know what's happening to me"

"Could you just serve me some soup?" I asked since I was really craving for some soup, I know it's very unhealthy but I want to eat what I want today. And I will have what I want.

"But Mama, you won't be full if you'll keep on eating soup" Court Lady Seohyun argued

"I don't want to eat anything Court Lady Seohyun, I'm fine" I uttered but the sick feeling suddenly made me uncomfortable but I don't want then to know a single thing, I'll just have a rest after my two court ladies will leave me.

"But-" Miyoung was about to argue but I suddenly made a puking sound, it was only a sound so I just placed my hand on my mouth to prevent myself from being too obvious to Miyoung and Seohyun.

"Mama! Are you okay?" Seohyun asked, being the worried one she is. I wanted to tell her that I'm okay but my head is already spinning and this is not good.

"I'm just a bit dizzy, don't worry I'll be-" I stopped talking when I suddenly felt like I wanted to puke again, I clutched my stomach and looked worriedly at Miyoung and Seohyun. I'm suddenly getting scared by the way my body is suddenly reacting differently.

"Mama! Court Lady Miyoung,  look for the Royal Physician now!" Seohyun told Miyoung as the latter one then immediately ran out of my chamber and went to call the royal physician. I want to know what's happening to me but it seems like my body is reacting like it doesn't want to let me eat.

"Mama, what's wrong?" Seohyun asked as she placed her hands on my back and patted it lightly.

"I told you to eat and yet you're still stubborn as ever"

"I'm not hungry Court Lady Seohyun" I uutered once I made sure that I'm already fine.

"But Mama, you need to eat or else you'll going to be more sick" I shooked my head, my stomach doesn't want me to eat so I just asked for soup but they doesn't also want me to only have soup. So I'm having a very hard time.

"Queen Taeyeon" I looked at the door infront of me as I saw the royal physician looking at me worriedly.

"What happened?" The royal physician asked as court lady Seohyun immediately told me to lie down, since my head is still spinning, I just followed what they said. I just want to sleep since I'm already getting too tired, I wanted to fall asleep but I guess I really need to be examined right now.