For Life

~Understanding~

Taeyeon's P.O.V.

A blue jewelry is placed between my arms, it has diamonds around it and also rubies which make it appear more vibrant and beautiful, a jewelry that fits any piece of clothing you'll wear. The king gave this to me, when I had Chanyoung, he left it inside my chamber when we got into a fight, he slapped me and said words which hurted me. I admit, it hurts, to get avoided by the person you love, but in the end, you'll realize that the pain is worth experiencing for as you'll learn to love yourself, to be brave and to love someone just as he loves you.

"Your majesty, crowned prince Chanyoung wants to enter your chamber" Court lady Miyoung's voice were heard, I placed the jewelry inside the jewelry box the king also gave me and prepared myself to see my prince.

"Let him in"

The door of the chamber opened and revealed Chanyoung who looked in thw verge of tears, his eyes are turning red and his voice seemed quite hoarse... my son cried...

"Eomma, once the ceremony is done, won't I see him ever again? Will he go really far away?" He sniffed, I smiled and asked him to sit on my lap. He hurriedly came towards me and sat on my lap, with his back turned to me.

"Chanyoung-ah, it doesn't matter if you won't be able to see him again, it doesn't matter how far he'll go, what matters if that you could feel him here and that your memories with him will remain here" I pointed at his chest, where his heart lies and on his head, where his brain is. These two special parts are the main thing we need to think of, they're helping us to remember the memories and presence we once had with them...

"Queen Taeyeon, your presence is requested at the main hall now"

"Let's go?" I asked Chanyoung, he wipped his tears and forced them to stop. He stood up as I followed him and went to the main hall, where almost every corner is decorated with flowers and cloths, the princesses and princes are al gathred in the middle as they were busy interacting and congratulating each other. But instead of coming to them, I went to a small chamber where the two main people of today's event is.

"You look beautiful my queen" Princess Yuri spoke the moment she saw me entering their chamber, as of now they will stay here for a few minutes before the ceremony will start.

"There's no one more beautiful than the 2 bride's we have here for today, are you both feeling well?"

"It's a good thing that Prince Jongin and Princess Yuri's wedding will take place first, I think it'll be more beautiful at night because of the lights" Prince Yoona spoke, apparently the two princes wanted their wedding to be held at the same time but they will differ at the time, one in thw afternoon and one in the morning.

"It doesn't matter when and where the wedding will took place, as long as you're getting married to the man of your life, you'll feel happy and contented"

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"Why are you here?"

I turned around slowly, I was caught by my king again, wondering around the garden all by myself and is not attending a royal ceremony.

"My king"

He smiled and slowly walked towards me, all of our court ladies aren't with us as whenever we wander off alone in the palace, we ask them to give us space because sometimes the king ad I wanted to have a time where we can reflect on our own and focus on the small things we weren't able to see, we needed time to breath.

"This seems to be your favorite spot, the garden"

"It's full of wonderful flowers" I answered, this is my favorite part of the ppac, a place where I can't seem to take my eyes off and a place where I won't ever forget. This also holds a significance to me as when I was announced and proclaimed as the queen, this is the gift from the past Queen when I first came here to the palace...

"Beautiful flowers like you"

"Have you seen the crowned prince? He was very worried of you" I said referring to our son Chanyoung, it's been just a few weeks since the king had just recovered.

According to the physician, the stab wound isn't that too much deep, they were able to save his life and sown the cut. At first the king lost a lot of blood, he was unconcious for days which made me and Chanyoung more worried than ever. But nonetheless, we both remained strong and believed that we will be able to surpass all the problems we have.

"Yeah I did, he's with Prince Taeoh, he's quite scared to let go of him because he thinks that he won't have a playmate anymore if Prince Jongin and Princess Yuri's will leave"

Princess Yuri and Prince Jongin is now married, and they talked to me about having their own small palace in a place near the village, I tried to ask about the king's oppinion and he granted their wish but Prince Jongin clarified that they will use that small palace when they're going to have a small vacation, we are also invited to go there any time we want.

"Do you feel good adjusting to Prince Jonghyun being your brother now? How about knowing that your eldest sister is going to get married to the Chinese prince and will become their queen in China?" The king looked at me with bewilderment, I suddenly pursed my lips... did I speak so much? Am I talkative now?

"You sure do surprise me my queen, instead of talking about us, about how we're living when we're both together you still worry about the people you're reigning over"

"That's what I have to do, it's my duty to protect the palace, shall we head to the main hall now? They might need us there"

The king smiled as he slowly extended his hand, asking me to hold his... I beamed back and held the hand of my king... a hand I will never let go off...

"My queen, you look very beautiful"