Montereal Bastards 3: To Chase A Playboy (COMPLETED) #WATTYS2017

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Deireen

Turns out, mahirap pala umamin sa taong mahal mo, lalo at nagsisimula pa lang kayo. All you wanna do is live the moment, forget the problems and just stay in your pretty little bubble of joy and happiness. 

Starting that day, dito na nag-stay si Ruzz sa unit ko. Skye went home for a little while at dahil sinabi ko na sa kanya na magpapaopera ako, she was overcome with joy at nangako pa na babalik siya sa araw ng operation and that she will give Ruzz and I a moment of privacy.

Although, that was the first and last lovemaking that we did, nangako ako sa sarili ko na matapos lang ang operasyon, ako na mismo ang manseseduce sa boyfriend ko. Papabuntis na ako para matali na siya sa akin. (Bwahahaha!)

Everything was perfect aside from the guilt eating at me everytime I look at him and swallow the confession that I was about to make. And also, ayaw niya din na makipagkita ako kay Zed na hindi siya kasama. At ngayon nga, iyan ang pinagtatalunan naming dalawa.

"Hindi nga kasi pwede pag hindi ako kasama." he grunted.

"Nagseselos ka ba dun sa tao?" hindi ko makapaniwalang tanong habang tinititigan siyang mabuti.

He was currently crouched below my sink, trying to repair the leakage that mysteriously appeared just a while ago. Pero dahil sa narinig niya, he straightened to his full height, put in his hands on his waist and towered over me.
If there's one thing na hindi niya natanggal simula nung magkasama kami, iyon ang pagiging in-denial niya.

"Hindi ako nagseselos sa kanya Dee."

"Edi wala naman talagang problema. I just have to tell him something."

"Ano ba kasi yun? Bakit hindi mo na sabihin? Or better yet, bakit ayaw mo akong isama?" naiinis niyang saad. 

"It has nothing to do with you. Kailangan ko lang talaga siyang makausap. It won't even take thirty minutes!"

"No!"

"Ruzz!"

"Hindi."

"What the hell?"

And that was our first argument since we've been together two days ago.

Tinalikuran ko siya saka dumiretso ako sa kwarto. Damn it. Paano ko sasabihin kay Zed na magpapaopera na ako? I want to tell it to him in person because after all the pain that I've put him through, iyon na lang ang pwede kong gawin.

Alam ko sa loob ko that this is a petty topic for us to boil over pero hindi ako makapaniwala na ayaw niya akong payagan na gawin kahit ang simpleng bagay na iyon.

I'm feeling like a fucking prisoner.

Hindi ako lumabas ng kwarto kahit nung kumatok siya at inaya akong kumain ng tanghalian.

By six o'clock in the evening, my stomach is grumbling so loudly, I had to stiffle a groan. Siya naman, sumisigaw na ng mura sa labas.

"I swear if you don't fucking come out now Deireen, I'm gonna rip this fucking door apart and I will shove all this damned foods into your fucking mouth woman!"

Isang malakas na kalampag ang sumunod doon. At ang bahagyang pag-alog ng pinto ang patunay na sinipa niya iyon ng malakas.

"Go away!" ganting sigaw ko din.

"Wow, you could have told that to me before woman. Now you stick to me." saad niya ulit. Mas mahina ngunit mariin pa rin kaya't malinaw ang pagkakarinig ko.

"Oh well, I'm telling it to you now, umalis ka dito. Bumalik ka sa unit mo."

I heard him groan and then in a much softer and gentler voice said..