Whisper of Silence |✓

Wide Awake

I can't sleep tonight, it's all muddled up in my head,
I can't think of the possibilities that could happen instead
One day you're with me and the next you leave,
All the past happiness I can no longer retrieve
One second I love you and the next I'm confused,
The damaged has been drained and by you I've been used
Please don't look at me the way you always do,
For now it will only cut deeper into the fresh wounds
Please don't smile and assume everything's alright,
Because clearly there's been mishap after the fight
One minute I want you more than anything else,
You made me feel something I have never before felt
You made me laugh in the darkest of times,
Something that'll make me forget all the past crimes
I hate you, I love you and nothing more,
Wide awake I will be till I close that pensive door.

~Via

Until I learn to let go, there's no telling what will happen next. Until I lock up the door to my heart, there are no words for what might happen.
Until I choose to forget the past, there's no hope for the future.
It's time to find the key to happiness.