Am I as stupid as he thinks I am,
Does he really know what I can and can't?
I feel like every minute I am more and more put down,
Disappearing is my smile and widening is my frown
Am I as worthless as he thinks of me,
I feel his eyes piercing in, judging me constantly
I'm made to do one thing and I'm not even good at that,
There's always someone better so what's the use for me he asks
Am I as annoying as he frames me for,
I know I'm different, but now my self esteem's worn
Every step I take, every word I utter,
I thought I could hide my emotions with a shutter
Am I as crazy as he thinks me to be,
I know that he criticises everything about me
He feels I'm inefficient, a waste of space,
Yet when I think aloud he denies it and says that's not the case
Am I as antisocial as she labels me,
Sitting depressed in a corner quietly
She doesn't know what I've been through or what I feel,
She doesn't know the difference between fake and real
Am I as ugly as I'm starting to feel,
Am I really as unwanted as they slowly reveal
Insecurities are substantial, but the truth still remains,
I know that they detest me and I know that I'm insane.
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PoetryTrapped. Surrounded on all sides by an overpowering barrier visible only to you. A barrier consisting of your thoughts, your dreams, your hopes, separating you from the rest of the world. Thoughts struggling to escape, the memories vivid in your he...
