SEA OF LIFE
This undulating sea of life has taken its toll on me
Of these tormented memories I long to be set free
A dull and weighty anchor constrains my drowning soul
To eradicate its pull on me is my dearest heartfelt goal
I’m Isolated in this watery world of mine
I fear it’s where I'm doomed to stay until the end of time
And while the waves are calm and flat I watch you suffer too
But on this ship I sail alone, there is no need of friend or crew
Depression is demanding, it wants me for itself
It keeps me close, unseen, unheard, like dust accumulating on a shelf
Am I a fool to think that freedom’s what I truly seek?
For freedom is a challenge, it takes strength and I’m weak
To live a life worthwhile and good, it’s something I can’t say out loud
A fear of failure holds me back, it’s far too difficult and I’m too proud
Each time I see the light of day, I’m sucked back down, forlorn, dismayed
A reminder that I’m useless, failed; it’s like I’ve left a debt unpaid
Into this briny hole I wade, there is no end to timeless sorrow
On this undulating sea I drift, perhaps, who knows, I may spy land tomorrow.
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PoetryA collection of random dark, funny, spiritual and emotive poems. Copyright 2003-2014 by J E BENNETT All rights reserved.