Baby I'm A Sinner // z.m.

lose your mind

[ listen to dark horse || katy perry ]
[ can't remember to forget you || shakira ft. rhianna ]

I sat against the wall, my arms wrapped tightly around my legs. I couldn't sleep. Nightmares of Zayn devouring me haunted me. I would awake screaming and shaking.
It's only been three days since the incident. My apartment remains how it was that night. Zayn's beer bottle remains half empty, sat on the table. I sighed, setting my vodka bottle down beside me. I've consumed more liquor than a drunk at a twenty-four hour bar.
"Victoria.." A voice whispered. I panicked. "No Zayn get out of my head." I screamed, feeling my anxiety creep up my throat. "Shh..it's okay." He whispers. I feel cold arms wrap around me. "I'm sorry." He whispers, over and over.
"Get the hell away from me." I scream, looking into his dark eyes. "I lost control." He whispers.

"The reason I pulled away earlier was so I wouldn't lose control...you mean to much...I could never hurt you." He spoke, his voice sounding serious.

I pushed him away. "Lie. All you are is a lie." I scream, hysterically. He pushes my arms down. "Baby, let me explain." He whispers. "I'm going insane because of you." I whisper, stray tears falling down my cheeks.
"I can't remember to forget you..." I whisper. He shakes his head. "I don't want you to forget me, I don't wanna go down that road again." He sighs. I stand up slowly, moving away from him. "Victoria, you're weak." He says, moving towards. I stop. "I'm weak because of you, I'm completely drained of any life I did have, I'm not myself anymore zayn." I yell. He looks away, his face stone hard. "I brought food for you, and I cleaned up, if you need me call." He whispers, leaving in a blink of an eye.

After my shower I laid in bed, thinking about everything. A crash pulled me out of my thoughts. A sharp pain in my side, made me scream in agony. "Shh..my darling, you're our only hope." A woman whispered. I began seeing dark spots in my vision. I heard faint voices before I blacked out. "We need to hurry before the magic wears off, he will soon be here." One whispered.

Zayn ||

I drank away my pain with more than five vodka bottles. I didn't mean it. It's like it wasn't even me. It felt as if someone else was in my body. I let the bottles drop to the ground, the glass breaking letting the white liquor spill out. "Zayn get off your ass, they've got her." Kyle yelled, making me snap out of my drunken phase. They finally found her, after I did everything in my power to keep them away from her.

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this chapter is dedicated to stylesxlove ; they have a harry fanfic called collision and it's amazing! go check it out :)

; I hope you all liked the chapter! sorry it took so long. The words that are italicized are from old chapters ; thanks for reading

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