Chapter 4

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A New Beginning as Stasia Jones

5 years later

"beeeep, beeeep, beeeep, beeeep"stretching out my body while listening to that noise I hate so much "ahhhh shut up, Omg" turning around with my eyes still shut ... "tap tap tap bang" ... Shit alarm clock, when is this going to stop, it's like groundhog day. Every night the dreams and nightmares from my past come to visit, I hate them... I've
so many lives that are broken and dead because of me, I always thought that it wasn't them that came to the club that night,  but I found out my last night with Sally that it was.
Grrah shaking my thoughts away, I roll off my bed getting up to have a cold shower, (yes cold, cause I couldn't pay the gas).
Stepping into the bathroom, I   psych myself up to get in the shower, shit I hate this!! One more week, then I can pay the bill. Taking my clothes off as fast as I can!
Ok here goes "oh shit that's cold" so glad no one can hear me. Washing as fast as I can. Scrub rinse out "shit".
Drying real quickly then brush my teeth, then I get dressed for work. Once that's done I put my makeup on, mascara and a bit of gloss on the lips, perfect now I'm ready, I'm walking today.
No use wasting money on petrol when other bills need paying ... Double checking I got my phone, I walk out the door locking up, then off I go.

Now my life is like Murphy's Law if it can go wrong it will.
So when I get to the lights to wait for the green person to blink and there's no cars what so ever and I think what the hell of cause I go, but what I don't hear or see is the bike and not just any bike a loud bike like a Harley or something, I'm thinking why didn't I hear it cause now I'm on my ass looking at ... I'm not quite sure what.... Tall, huge, muscles tattoos, darkish skin, olive or light brown, wow light
chocolate may be mmm, mentally fanning my self and praying like hell I don't say something stupid like normal "um sorry I ..."
And I'm still looking at ... Him .
Trying to kickstart my brain I've noticed how pissed he is.
"what the fuck you doin."
Mmm well here comes my stupid
"I  ... I don't know. W-What are y-you doing."
See stupid, nothing normal out of my mouth.
"What the fuck does it look like ...Could you not hear the bike?? and why the fuck  were you crossing the road on a red light you could have been hurt ."
Yep, still staring at me like I'm an idiot and I must be.

Still not thinking straight I try to stand, pain throbbing all down my leg, I'm not quite sure what's wrong, but I hit the ground again so I say the only thing I could say
"I was hurt."
Shit that hurt.
Ok hold it together, no crying or he'll hate you more.
"shit,  now what am I supposed to do," he says like I want him to do something.
All I can feel is pain, but mentally kicking myself I say the only thing I can,
"don't worry I'll be fine it happens all the time "

"What, are you serious."

oh can he just leave now, how embarrassing
"Y-Yep pains going s-slowly I'll be good s-soon, you can go now ."
yep, he's not going anywhere shit. Getting off his bike he takes off his helmet, Omg he needs to put it back on I can't concentrate m... shit.

"where is it hurting"
he has to stop looking at me I can't think
"y you need t to go "
yep subtle that's me
"sorry not goin anywhere what's your name "
yep, this is where I need to start thinking straight, you can do this Stasia don't look at him and talk "look thank you for stopping I'm fine it's just a bruise. Please if it still hurts tonight
I'll get it checked out ok....."
shit please take that and go
"Where are you going."
yep not listening, men grrr
"work".
Trying to get up again, slowly this time and with his hands on me, I can't feel any pain, just sparks where his fingers hold me.
"You good to stand now"
shit, he thinks I'm incapable.
Stumbling a bit I manage as he lets go
"yep see I'm fine thanks again."
Trying to escape with no more talking I start to walk away well... limp really ok maybe I will get checked out later.
"You going to tell me your name?"
Me feeling like an idiot for falling says
"Oh I'm miss hit the dirt, nice to meet you biker dude"
original I know,  but I've never been cool before. then I hear him yell
"I'm Drew, I'll be seeing you around "
getting closer to work I look behind me to
see if he's gone, nope still there all gorgeous and masculine staring back at me it's only then I notice the leather jacket with no arms and
patches over it. Yep, he looks bad to the bone.... yep, not going to see him again... I hope.

Walking into work seeing one of my closest friends Sophie, she's serving a customer. I give her a wave and limp out the back to put my stuff away, and by the look on her face, I know she notices something's
wrong.
Walking back out to start my shift Sophie looks at me and say's
"honestly you need a bubble to walk in that's padded  ... what happened "
yes she's right I do
"well simple story is a motorbike hit me "

"And the complicated"

" You don't want to know "

"You ok "
Am I ok let me think... NO.
" Yeah I'll be fine just need to walk it off "
hopefully, she will move to something else now.
"Did you walk here"
yep, not moving on  ... shit
"yes but it just happened so chill. If it's not getting better by lunch I'll leave and get it looked at ok"

Then the bell rings over the door and in walk biker dude Drew shit shit shit. Sophie gives me a look that she's not finished with me, then looks at biker dude and asks "how can I help you"
He looks straight past her and straight to me and say's,
"I followed miss hit the dirt here to make sure she's ok, she landed hard on her ass and her legs giving her trouble"
my face goes red and Sophie can't help but laugh with her eyebrows both up
"miss hit the dirt up"
both of them staring at me. I just want to go home this day needs to end. Silence for a while then I realize they're both waiting
for an answer, shit did they ask me something
"did you say something"
Sophie burst out laughing. Shit what did they say, I have no idea. Sophie walks over to me and says real quiet
"now I know why it's complicated."
well shit, I guess she does. Trying my best to look unaffected by him
" I told you I'm fine."

"And I told you I would see you around "

"I thought that wouldn't be today....or ever"
I say the last part real quiet hoping he doesn't hear.
"Well, I didn't give you my number, thought I better, seeing as I hit you. Need to make sure there's no permanent damage. Ring me tomorrow
and let me know  ..."
Um well, he heard me, shit he doesn't seem angry now either. Passing me a card with his number on it. Then he starts to walk out the door
but stops and says
"if you don't ring, I'll find you myself to make sure you're ok. You hear me,"
OMG bossy much.
I don't think of anything to say so I just say
"ok"
and he walks out the door,  thank god he doesn't know my name.

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