UNCHAINED TORTURE TO BLISS, Angels of Fury MC series

Chapter 17

STASIA

Feeling cold, in a dark room again, I know they're coming.
Tonight he had a party and I'm the nightcap!
Rocking in the corner trying to get warm... my head hurts..it's throbbing like crazy ...
Listening to the slightest sound, I hear a creak above me... ohh god they're coming, NO NO
"No, no p-p-please don't"
then I hear them
"Stasia wakey wakey"
they sound so distant but I know there just up stairs.
Something's not right.
Pushing back into the corner more I jump as the door swings open.
"Stasia, Stasia, wake up"

"Stasia, come on girl it's just a dream I got you Stasia."

Waking up with sweat dripping everywhere I'm finding it hard to breathe. Wheezing badly I pull free and run to my bath room, hit the toilet, then vomit everything in me.
My body is shaking while I'm heaving,
then I feel something cool on my neck and my hair being pulled away,
which doesn't matter I've already got most of my puke in it.

By the time I'm finished I can't handle the feel of my skin ohh god,  "get off me"
I say, not to who's in the room but the memories that are clawing at my mind to come back....
Stripping from my clothes then jumping in the shower into boiling hot water, I try to scrub everything away, fuck... now I'm sobbing
uncontrollably.
  I sink down to the bottom of the shower trying to
clear my thoughts ... then I hear him,
"beautiful you need to calm down baby"
and it's so soothing my body starts to settle like it knows it safe... why...why does he do this... my dreams are back, with the fears and
feelings at night and my days are drowning with the thought of this man I can't figure out if he's my savior or my kryptonite.

Before I have time to think what's happening,  he's in behind me pulling
me in close to him, smothering me, smothering my thoughts, taking away
the bad and dirty and making me feel warm and clean.

After... I'm not sure how long,  but the water's cold but I  feel him, picking me up and putting me to bed.

I'm dry so he must have dried me
just as he's getting in next to me he pulls me close and says,
"I got you" completely pulling me in, so every part of my body is touching his.
He  whispers in my ear,
"we will beat these monsters beautiful,  I promise"

I whisper back, "just don't let go" then I'm back to sleep in a dream free zone...

I wake up feeling great, I  stretch out, then  do the angel in the snow move... then everything comes flooding back..... ohh god
Drew... shit he's gunner run to the hills.
And he's not here..... so he ran.

Thank god I suppose. Least I don't have to face him.

After having another shower I walk into the kitchen and Drew is drinking coffee I swear under my breath "shit your still here"
with that he must have heard me because he makes his way to me,  I turn my back to
him,  pulling a cup out but he doesn't let that stop him
"Morning beautiful, that's no way to treat your monster killer"
With that, he wraps his big strong muscled arms around me, squeezes tight and kisses me
under my ear. Which is becoming his spot or my spot or ... shaking my
thoughts out I say "Morning. I thought you left" for good,  I don't say that part out loud, hoping he won't go anywhere.
"Not going anywhere, babe.  Now I'm not going to ask you about last night..." with that I exhale but it's short lived
"But you will tell me soon when you're ready"

Shit, double shit. He can't know he'll never
understand. Denial is probs best so I don't lie, but just agree till it comes up again.