Shattering Love

Chapter 42: Tight (Smut Warning)

Shawn's P.O.V.
I haven't been able to fall asleep yet. I lay here in Cameron's arms, watching him sleep. His chest raises and falls as he is restfully in slumber. Should I feel bad for everything I did? Did I mess up our relationship? Or is everything going to go back to normal now? I honestly don't care what happens just as long as I get to have Cameron.

*****

"I love you so much." I hear, as awareness takes over my body. I feel lips peck a kiss on my cheek. I open my eyes, smiling at Cameron. "I'm sorry baby." he says. "I didn't mean to wake you up." I snuggle into his arms.

"It's fine. I got to see your cute face." He smiles at me and pecks a small kiss on my lips. "We are going out tonight." he says, looking at me, his eyes darting all around my eyes.

"Oh we are?"

"Yes. I haven't went on a date with you in so long Shawn. I still can't believe we spent almost three months apart." he grabs a hold of my hand while saying this. "I should have never left you."

"Cameron you didn't leave me. You followed your dreams and I'm so happy you did. I can't wait to watch your movie babe." I say playfully hitting him. "We only broke up because of me. None of it was your fault." I say. That's how I feel now. If I had never 'cheated' on him, then none of this would have happened.

"Yah but-"

"But nothing Cameron. I'm done with you taking the blame with everything. This one was my fault." He just stopped talking. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask, smiling. His eyes are darting all over my face.

"I just have missed your face." he says sweetly. Awww. I blush, of course, and lay my head down on his chest.

"Tell me about your movie." I say. "What's it about?" He smiles at my question. I sit there and smile and listen as Cameron tells me all about his movie. I would say we laid there for a good 30 minutes talking about it. He told me his favorite parts, his favorite characters, almost everything about it. I loved it.

"Well I can't wait to see it." I say smiling.

"You hungry?" he asks. "I can make us some food."

"You're gonna cook?" I ask laughing.

"Well Shawn when I had no one to cook for me I had to teach myself."

"Of you're serious." I say laughing. He gets up out of bed with his back to me. "Oh come on baby, I was just kidding." I jump out of bed following him. "Babe I was just kidding." I say. I don't know if he's actually mad or not. I turn him around, us standing in the middle of the living room. "Look at me. I'm sure you're a fantastic cook. And I can't wait to try your food." I say smiling. He just smiles and pecks a small kiss on my lips.

"We really need to clean this apartment." he says laughing.

"I've kinda let myself go." I say scratching the back of my head. I haven't actually realized how dirty this place is until now. Cameron walks over opening the blinds, sunlight pouring into the rooms. I am temporarily blinded but soon my eyes adjust.

"Well we should have it cleaned up in an hour." he says confidently. "First things first we're opening the patio and getting the trash out of here. Also, light some candles. The smell in here is horrible." he says. I just smile at him.

"Yes sir."

*****

"That wasn't that bad." I say, laying down on Cameron on the couch. He wraps his arms around me. We had just finished eating and cleaning. Cameron made us ham sandwiches.

"Maybe not for you lazy." he says poking my ribs.

"Hey I helped." I say laughing.

"I know. I was just kidding." he says. I snuggle closer to Cameron, purposely sticking my butt out to rub against him. I yawn, holding it out extremely loudly. "Damn." he says, as I feel his hands grab my ass.