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twentythree

Kihyun stare at the ceiling, not realising that at least an hour had passed.

Shownu's words were flying around his mind and that causes him to stay awake.

It was already 3am but Kihyun still couldnt close his eyes. Every single time he tries to, he just woke up and recall everything that had happened during the afternoon.

The male then rose up and sat upright.

He didnt know which part of him attracted Shownu.

Face? -No

Body? - Of course not

Brains? - Never

Character? - How?

The more he looked into it, the more it seems ridiculous.

Maybe he was just joking....

Maybe he is drunk...

Yea...that could be it

The word 'disgusted' never came across his mind because even when Kihyun is shock that a guy confessed to him, he didnt find it weird.

Instead, he respect Shownu for having the courage to confess his love. Not everyone can do that.

But the thing that irks him the most would be the fact that a person like Shownu, which has almost everything, in terms of looks, actually has an interest in him.

Kihyun mentally tore his hair just thinking about it.

What did Shownu do to deserve someone as pathetic as me?

He sigh heavily before calming himself down. The only way for him to be able to have a good night (or so) rest is to put all the things that happen, behind him.

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When Kihyun woke up the next morning, he saw that his phone had over 10+ messages from Shownu.

Shownu : Morning ... :)

Shownu : Its the holidays already..i bet you are still sleeping right?

Shownu : Did you get a good rest?

Shownu : ...are you mad at me abt ystd?

Shownu : it seems like you are..coz you didnt answer my question 😅

Shownu : im sorry

Shownu : its really okay if you dont reply or anything..

Shownu : just make sure that you are having enough rest, eat well and dont fall sick okay? 😊

Shownu : oh, and abt the thing you said, losing weight and all...you still up for it?

Shownu : im nt saying that u shld be losing weight to look beautiful..but i find that this actually matters a lot to you...it seems like only by losing weight, will you feel confident...so i'll help you

Shownu : like i said...i'll go through thick and thin with you

Shownu : so you still up? i've got a few exercise regime i did for myself...thought i'd share with you some

Shownu : but its not free 🙃

Kihyun rubbed his eyes for a minute or two before using his glasses to get a clear view of the text messages.

He knit his brows when he reach the last message. If Shownu was going to charge him, then might as well Kihyun sign up for a gym membership.

Kihyun : Morning 😊

Kihyun : Im okay and really, im not mad at all😂

Kihyun : theres so many things i'd say but imma save it for if we meet..soon???

Kihyun : are u rili gg to help me lose weight??

Kihyun : if you are,then really, thank you so so so much!!❤

Kihyun : *🙆

Kihyun : but how much will it cost??

Kihyun : and...is it a must to meet you personally??

Kihyun : cant you send me the steps through messages?

Kihyun : coz my mom doesnt allow me to go out tbh...she restricts me frm gg out unless its with her..so i dont think i can..

He was about to fall back asleep when Shownu replied him instantly.

Shownu : owh...what is this abt? Why did you cancel the heart emoji???

Shownu : 😔😔😔

Shownu : anyway, yes i would rather meet you personally

Shownu : why dont u try asking your mom?

Shownu : just try...if she still dsnt allow then i'll try different ways👍

Kihyun : okay...but i cant guarantee you anything

Kihyun : i'll see her mood first 😂😂

Shownu : sure👌

Kihyun : oh and i just realised that you are using emojis now😂

Kihyun : this is new

Shownu : like it??? 😂

Shownu : i just use them wif someone close

Shownu : btw, tell me what your mom said first and if she is okay with it, i'll come and pick you up later alright?

Shownu : wear something comfortable 👍👍

Kihyun : alright...❤

Shownu : 🙈