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Shivika Fs - love vs anger epilogue

This chapter is dedicated to tanu. It's only because of her I am updating epilogue today. Tanu I hope I fulfilled my promise today.

Epilogue

Shivay's pov

I am analyzing my entire life. Starting from my childhood to my married life. From childhood I was always taught to be a perfect child. Unlike my brothers I was not allowed to​ live my life. My father always wanted me to be first in everything. My mom liked money more than me. My father wanted me to be the next heir of oberoi family. But his elder brother overtook him. He was always jealous about this but he never complained it to anyone about it. One day I got second rank in my school and that was when I witnessed his cold side. He slapped me and poured all his feelings outside. He told me how he felt when his brother was enjoying everything. He said he didn't want me to experience the same fate. From that day I was working very hard. I always topped my exams and became no.1. I am now capable of becoming next heir of oberoi empire.

I always hated middle class because I had a reason for it. My mom hailed from a normal family. Since she was used to oberois luxuries she spended most of her time in club, Kittie parties and many more. She didn't have time for me. In childhood I craved for love. If Dadi and omru was not there I would end up in dying. It's only because of them I was alive. From that day I decided to never love anyone because love was a very big weakness. I will never allow anything to make me weak. I am a wall and I will never allow anyone to break it.

From that day I started to live my life like a stone. I didn't trust love or emotions. To me every relationship is like a deal. The best u choose the better u win. Tia entered into my life. She was everything I wished to see in my wife. Good looking, rich, proper blood lineage and many more. Moreover she never disturbed me. She never forced me for anything. Our relationship was a deal. Sometimes I felt I am doing wrong but my ego never allowed​ me to admit it.

My life took an entire u turn when Anika entered my life. For the first time I saw someone who was not afraid of my power or money. I tried to buy her but she made me realize some things in this world are not for sale especially her self respect. She arranged my wedding and all I did was drooling her. Some times I feel her sitting with me in mandap and marrying me but it always looked like a dream to me.

When she put her respect at stake just to save me from Gayatri murder case my love for her grow immense times but I was afraid to confess it. Instead of admitting my feelings for her I proposed tia for marriage. Then came daksh into our life and the rest of the story I never want to think about it again in my life.

I married anika but again because of  my anger and ego I broke her heart so much.

I still remember the day when she gained consciousness. We shared our very first kiss. Even though it lasted for few seconds I can never forget it in my life. She decided to give me a chance to prove myself. Living a life without surname was not at all easy. Being my boss she never gave me any advantage for being her husband. She was very strict when it comes to work.

To shivay Singh oberoi it may be difficult to tolerate but not for anika's shivay. For first one month she didn't even speak with me. She communicated through radhika our colleague. We stayed in different apartment but we r neighbours to each other. Thank God if Mallika was not there then I don't know what would have happened to me? She helped me to win anika's heart.

One day I was cleaning my floor since I was not used to such kind of things I slipped down and got hurt. Hearing my shout Anika came running to me. She came close to me. That was the first time I saw her close enough after our kiss. She helped me to get up and dressed my wound. All the way she didn't talk to me but I was able to sense pain in her eyes.

After a long pause she took a deep breathe and gave me divorce papers. I was shocked to the core. She continued since we r applying for divorce judge asked us to stay in one roof for next six months. So I can move in with her. I don't know what to say. I was very happy. She wanted me to stay with her. After a long time I am going to be with my panika. I moved in with her.

She took immense care of me as my knee was hurt. I got that love which I craved in my childhood. Working with Anika was always fun as well as dangerous. She is worst in maths and I would tease her a lot and she would end up punishing me by increasing my work.

One day she asked me to wash car. I didn't expect this from her. She smirked at me and I understood it was her plan to test me. I finally washed the car and the look on her face was worth watching. She didn't expect me to do such works. We go to market together for buying groceries. She would argue with shopkeeper for 10 rupees even for half an hour. She made me realize importance of money. Living a middle class life was not at all easy for me. Sleeping without ac, sleeping in mosquito bites and many more. Traveling in bus was the worst part of it. I have to wait for at least a hour to get a bus.

One day she took me out for dinner to celebrate our success party. U know what that was the best night out of my life. I tasted the best food of my life. I never thought eating in road side shops will be so tasty. We later danced and watched a movie. I saw her laughing with me after a long time. She looked beautiful when she smiled.

I still remember the day when I cried my heart to her. I was missing my family. Every family member had touch with us. They use to call me and sometimes visit me. But I had a different fear in my heart. I was sitting in a corner of my room and tears are flowing down from my cheeks. Anika was searching for me and she noticed me sitting in a corner. She rushed to me and cupped my face.

" Shivay what happened? Why r u crying?"

He hugged anika tightly and buried his face in crook of her neck.

" Nothing Anika. I am fine."

" Don't tell me lie. Did you forget I can read your kanji aankh. Tell me what happened?"

" I am afraid Anika."

" Why shivay is everything fine? R u not feeling well."

" Anika, I am afraid. What will happen to me if you also leave me?"

" What do you mean shivay? I am not able to understand."

" Every person I loved left my life. They never had any time for me. In the process of being perfect I lost my own self. I wanted to be strong enough before everyone. I never wanted to portray my weakness to anyone. I thought love was my weakness. That's why I never loved anyone. But today I am loving you. What if u leave me? I will d..

But before he could say further she locked her lips with him. Shivay was shocked by this. But he soon regained his composture and kissed her back with equal passion. She broke the kiss and hugged me tightly. She whispered in my ears.

" Don't you dare say that again. U don't have any right on your life. It belongs to me."

I was confused seeing this side of Anika. She once again hugged me and left from there.

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