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Shivika Fs - fulfilling wishes part 40

Recap: Anika get rid of fear for darkness.

Part 40

" Anika I know I am intruding in your privacy but if you want to share something with me you can", he said in friendly tone.

Anika recalled her past and tears formed in her eyes. Shivay saw those tears in her eyes and it pricked his heart.

" I am sorry Anika. I didn't mean to hurt you", he apologized to her.

" Shivay can I hug you", she asked in a broken voice.

He immediately embraced her in his arms. She broke down in his arms. He kissed her forehead gently and assured he is with her always.

She broke the hug and wiped her tears. He held her hand and walked towards pool. He made her sit near pool. Both of their legs dipped in water. She placed her head on his chest.

His one hand around her shoulder and other hand held her palm. He kissed her palm. She closed her eyes in happiness. She felt like someone will protect her from all trouble and that someone is shivay. she decided to open her heart to him. This man should know everything about her.

Right now she is not afraid of heart break. She was afraid because after knowing her past will shivay control his anger?. She knew he was too possessive about her. No matter what he will protect her. She always trusted him and she will do the same in future.

" Shivay I want to say something to you. But promise me you won't be angry", she said staring into his eyes.

" Pinky promise", he forwarded his finger towards her.

" Pinky promise", she interwined her finger with his.

" Shivay today I am going to share you a part of my life which I never shared with anyone. I don't remember anything properly about my family. All I could remember is I had a family. I don't remember my parents face. I couldn't recall my childhood.

  I was very young that time. Maybe 7 years. I couldn't remember properly. I always want to erase all those memories from my mind. I had a little sister. I use to call her chutki. She was probably 5 years old. We both were abandoned on street. We don't know where to go. We don't know anyone.

Everyone looked us strangely. We were hungry. We didn't get any food to eat. I felt like dying but I had to take care of chutki. One aunty gave me two chappati and I gave it to chutki. I ensured she didn't starve. I didn't eat anything for two days. We both were sitting near a temple. I fainted and didn't remember anything.

When I opened my eyes I found myself in a hospital. I saw a Uncle. Then I came to know he admitted me in hospital. I fainted because I didn't eat anything for two days. He took me and chutki to an orphanage. I thought everything will be fine. But I was wrong.

Nothing changed much. First two days we we're treated nicely because that Uncle used to visit us. After that everything changed. The warden showed her true colors. She made us to work day and night and didn't give us proper food. She beat me many times. I still have few scars in my body. They didn't let me to sleep. They were too cruel with us.

One day an inspector visited us for inspection. That time I told the officer about their torture. I thought that inspector will help us but he was by their side. He told them about my complaint. They started to beat me a lot. They separated me and chutki from each other. I cried a lot but they didn't listen to my pleads. They locked me in a dark room for 3 days. They didn't give me any food or water.

That's why I was afraid of darkness. I somehow managed to escape from there. I was walking on the road but suddenly fainted. Sahil's father saw me and took me to his home. I thought I got a new family and everything will be fine. But once again fate played with me.

Sahil's parents died in a car accident. Rest of the story you know shivay. I only have this Chand bracelet. It was always with me from my childhood. I don't know who gave it to me. But I always feel secure and happy whenever I wear it. That's why I never try to remove it", she smiled weakly and looked into his eyes.

She was shocked to see him. His eyes were shedding tears. She could clearly see rage and guilt in his eyes. She could feel his hold getting stronger. It felt like he didn't want her to go away from him. Suddenly she heard a breaking sound.

He broke down a vase near to him. Luckily his hand was not bleeding.

" Shivay are you mad? What are you doing? Why are you hurting yourself", she asked him while inspecting his hand for injuries.

Luckily he was not injured.

He didn't answer her.

" You promised me you will not be angry. You broke your promise", she shouted on him not because of anger but because of care.

" You are right Anika I broke my promise. It's not my first time. I always broke my promises when it comes to you. I failed to protect you. I called you my family but I failed to prove it. I failed as a husband. I failed miserably. I was not by your side when you need me the most", he was struggling hard to control his guilt.

" Shivay stop blaming yourself. We met each other before few months. Then why are you feeling guilty for my miseries", she tried to Pacify him.

" You know what Anika. This is your problem. You are too good. I don't deserve you. The problem is you never complain about me. I am very bad Anika. I forced you to marry me. I raised finger on your character. I called you my responsibility. I threw you out of my house. I tried to hurt you by getting engaged to ragini.

But you did all this for me. Instead of breaking me you chose to break yourself. You already suffered a lot in your life. To worsen it I entered in your life and made you suffer more. I shouldn't have enter in your life again. You deserve someone better than me. You marry someone Anika. You should move on in your life. I will never be a stone in your life", he didn't wish to say those words to her but he felt he don't deserve her.

Before he could realise what happened he felt heat rising in his cheeks. His gaze met anika's eyes which were red due to anger.

" How dare you say that to me? Do you think I will move on in my life?", She held his collar and shouted on him.

" Anika I don't deserve you", he cried bitterly.

" Don't forget shivay only you can tolerate me and I can tolerate you. This truth will never change. For the first time I am asking you something. Will you give it to me", she said to him.

"  Don't request me Just order me Anika. I will do anything for you", he said.

" I want you to promise me that you will never talk about our past again. You should never bring our past in our future. Pinky promise", she forwarded her finger towards him.

" Pinky promise", he interwined his finger with her.

Both of them hugged each other tightly. Shivay made a silent promise to protect Anika from all problems.

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