Shivika Fs - properitorial Part 22

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Recap : shivay remember his deeds

Part 22

He suddenly heard a loud sound  which shook his heart to the core.

He immediately rushed downwards. He couldn't find anyone in living room. He rushed to kitchen only to find anika lying in a pool of blood. It seems like she lost a lot of blood and then stumbled over something which caused sound that caught his attention. His breath stopped seeing her in such situation. He held himself responsible for her condition.

Shivaay's pov

How can I do something like this? I forced her and she decided to quit her life. I know what I did with her cannot be justified but I was drunk and not in my senses. But I can never give any justification for my behavior. I'm sorry anika. I know i have hurt you but I never wanted to do something like this not even in my dreams. I'm sorry please don't leave me. I'm sorry I will do anything for your forgiveness. Please don't go away from me.

He immediately rushed towards her and picked her up in his arms. He asked his driver to take the car. He threatened to drive him to nearby hospital within 5 minutes otherwise he will not let him to live in peace.

At hospital

" where is the doctor?"

Hearing his loud voice few nurses came and immediately took anika to ICU. Shivay insisted to join them and he was in no mood to leave her alone. But somehow doctors convinced him.

Shivay broke down completely. He was not a man who would destroy a girl's self respect. He wanted to kill daksh for every mess he created in his life. But he can't blame daksh alone. He is also responsible for her condition. In fact he is the main culprit here.

After 2 hours

" mr. Oberoi your wife is safe now. She will regain her consciousness in few hours. You can meet her but please don't disturb her".

" thank you so much doctor. You saved my life today. I don't know what would have happened to me if something happened to anika. I would have never forgive myself".

" please take care of her Mr. Oberoi. It seems like she is under a lot of stress. Even during treatment she didn't respond properly. It seems like she don't want to live anymore. I know it's between you two people but still as a doctor I would suggest you to take care of her properly ".

Doctor patted his back and left from there.

Shivaay's pov

What have you done shivay? I will never ever forgive myself for this.

Taking a deep breath as a sigh of relief shivay went inside ICU. He didn't know how to face her after his behavior. But after gaining a lot of courage he entered inside. There she saw her lying on bed. Her face already lost the glow. Her sad and gloomy face pierced his heart like a sword. He cursed himself for her condition. She was like a flower but he crushed her soul into pieces. He gave her immense number of pain but she never ill treated him like he always did. For once in his life he wished to erase all those pain and bitterful memories and start a new and fresh life but that doesn't seem to be possible for now.

He sat beside her unconscious form. He slowly held her hands with his and looked at her. He whispered to her slowly near her ears.

"I'm sorry anika. I know i don't deserve an angel like you. But I'm sorry for everything. My single sorry will not heal your wounds. But trust me I never wanted to do it intentionally. I was drunk and instigated by daksh's words. Whatever I may say it will not justify my actions but please anika come back. You can fight with me, hate me but please don't leave me. I'll do anything do get your forgiveness. Please wake up. Please anika wake up not for me atleast for your sister please ".

Slowly shivay drifted into sleep near anika.

After few hours

Anika slowly opened her eyes. She felt extremely tired and gloomy. She tried to lift her hand slowly but she couldn't that was when she noticed shivay holding her hands tightly like a small child. His firm was so strong. She couldn't control herself. Tears came out from her eyes.

Anika's pov

Why god why did you save me? I never want to live again especially after what happened to me yesterday. I have only my dignity left with me. I will never allow anyone to seize it from me. But I couldn't control my emotions yesterday. I felt so weak. Already I have lost everything in my life my family, career and everything. I don't want to live anymore. Yesterday he almost killed me with his actions and today he saved me. When he want to give me immense pain why did he save me. Maybe he is guilty. No, a beast like him can never be guilty. I don't want to see his face again. Someone save me from this mess.

Sensing some movement shivay woke up from his sleep. He saw anika sitting on bed with tears in her eyes. He stood up immediately and asked her.

" anika are you okay why are you crying? Is it paining somewhere. Let me call a doctor".

" Mr. Oberoi wait a minute".

" yes anika tell me".

" why did you save me?".

" anika I'm sorry actually what happened yesterday....".

" stop there Mr. Oberoi I don't want to listen to any of your explanations. According to you everything is a deal na then why you chose to save me a worthless asset like me. You married me forcefully, destroyed my career, because of you I can't meet my sister too. What else you want to seize from me? I only had my dignity and you tried to destroy it yesterday. You didn't give me any reason to live in this world. Then why the hell you saved me Mr. Shivay singh oberoi ".

" anika I know you are hurt but I am sorry for everything. Please forgive me".

" your single sorry cannot mend everything Mr. Oberoi. You will definitely not understand my pain unless someone will make you realize how it feel to be controlled by someone. I hate you shivay. I feel ashamed of myself for trusting you."

Shivaay's pov

She trusted me. How can she trust a beast like me? I destroyed her but she trusted me and I broke it brutally. I know how it feels when someone break your trust. It's the worst feeling in this world. I felt like killing myself for what I did. I can't see tears in her eyes. I never felt this way around any other women. I want her to be happy. But I'm the reason for her sadness. I'm sorry anika. I will not stop until you forgive me.

His thoughts got broken when he heard someone's voice.

" anika didi".

Gauri was shocked to see her beloved sister in hospital bed.

Hi everyone I know i am extremely late but exam time and being a medico it's a bit difficult to handle everything. But as I promised I will complete this story for sure. Thank you for all your patience.

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