Unloved But Unforgotten

Chapter 42

- Lillian's POV -

I woke up slowly, trying to adjust my eyes to the light.

my head was pounding and I could hear my heart beat.

I slowly tried to sit up but was pulled back down but pain the shot through my entire body.

I opened my eyes completely and looked around only to find Josie and some other naked guy passed out.

I looked down at my body and realized....

I was fucking naked too.

oh no.

no. no. no.

and then all the pain showed its source.

okay, so you ever scrape your knee while you had jeans on?

and it hurts a little but it doesnt really start to hurt until you see the actual scrape?

it was like that... except this scrape happened to be my vagina.

I had sex.

then it all came back to me.

* flashback *

I took a nice long gulp of my second bottle of vodka and took a huge puff of weed.

"alright, Lil, chill out." i heard Josie protest but I didn't listen.

I began to make out with some random guy and lost touch with Josie.

before I knew it..... he slid inside if me.

* end if flashback *

i tried to shake the thought but did not succeed.

I finally managed to sit up.

it was light out...

holy mother of god!

Mom was going to murder me and dump me in the back yard.

I threw my clothes on and shook Josie awake.

she cursed as she realized what was going on.

she jumped up with me and we RAN back to my house.

I climbed up to my window, hoping to fucking god that no one noticed I was gone.

as soon as we got in, Mom walked into my fucking door.

fuck. fuck. fuck.

"think you're so slick, huh? do you think i dont know shit!?" she began to scream and yell.

if I'd learned one thing about Demetria Devonne Lovato is that if she asked you something while she was angry... the very last thing you wanted to do was not answer her.

so I cane up with the best answer i could while being hung over and still slightly high... "huh?"

nice going Lillian.

I looked over at Josie who looked terrified.

"get downstairs... NOW! your father wants to speak to you." she gritted and I just knew I was fucked!

I tried to walk past without her smelling me but I knew she did.

and that my friend is when everything went south.

"oh fuck no." I heard her scoff.

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soooo is it good?

idk.

love y'all though.

stay strong †

~ Alisa