A Lovely Surprise II

Babies

Today's the day. The day Erin and Josh get their ultrasound done to see if they're having one or more baby. I've been on edge all day. Michael is at work and Jayden is with Kate. I couldn't stopped cleaning or organizing things. I was wearing myself out. I sat on the couch and I guess I fell asleep cause I woke up to light kisses on my neck making me grin. "Hi baby." I smiled opening my eyes. "The house looks amazing. I'm guessing you kept yourself busy?" he giggled sitting next to me, as I laid my head on his shoulder. "I'm nervous." I said. "About them having just one baby?" he asked. I shrugged, "About them have one baby, about then having two. The whole situation. I want a baby but it's just not really right, right now." I admitted. "Same. I feel exactly the same." he said holding my hand. He leaned his head onto mine. "So I found a few houses that I think are perfect for us." he said. "I wanna see." I smiled. He grabbed his laptop, and showed me 4 houses. "I think this one I perfect!" I smiled. "3 bathrooms, 6 rooms! The pool, a park down the road, I love that deck. The kitchen is huge!" I smiled. "Why do we need 6 rooms?!" He laughed. "Our room, Jayden, Ari, another room for when we decide if we wanna adopt or whatever, a office room and a guest rooms that if we decide we want another baby we can turn into another bedroom." I said. He rolled his eyes playfully. "Your gonna get as many kids as possible out of me, aren't you?" He joked. I smiled nodding. He leaned over kissing my lips then we kept looking at houses. We went ahead and scheduled a tour of the house and everything!

It's hit 5pm and Josh and Erin are on their way. Ari is with her parents and we asked Kate to keep Jayden till 7. The doorbell rang and I jumped from my seat on the couch. Michael was making dinner for us, I let them in. Erin and Josh hugged me. "I wanna see this house you guys are looking at!" She squealed. I heard Michael walk into the room, "first I need to know how many babies you're having." I stated. She looked between Michael and I guilty. She looked to Josh with a sad expression. "It's just one baby." Josh said softly. Michael And i both let out a breath of relief. Josh and Erin looked at us confused. "You guys seemed relieved." Erin said. I looked to Michael, "Yeah, we both talked and we agreed that this didn't feel right. We would take the baby if there were 2 but with everything going on, I think we rushed a bit. Surprisingly I'd agreed we just aren't ready for a baby right now." I admitted. They looked surprised, "Really? Thank god, cause I felt so bad." Erin said. "Don't, it's just not for us right now. We really want this new house but it needs some work first..." I said. "When do you guys look at the house?" Josh asked, "tomorrow." I smiled excited. "Have you guys set a date for the wedding?" Erin asked. "We decided to do a small wedding in about 6 months." Michael said. "Do you want a small wedding?" Josh asked me. I nodded smiling. "I don't need a big wedding. I just want to get married soon. I'm looking at dresses next week, on thursday." I smiled. "You guys are kind of spreading yourselves thin, don't yah think?" Josh asked worried. I looked to Michael, and shook my head, "No. We have our money figured out and our budgets in ordered. If we get the house we want, it doesn't need much work, probably just a couple weeks of updates." I said. "Okay, if you guys need anything let us know." Erin said. "I will." I replied

I helped Michael finished dinner, And we had a beautiful dinner out on the patio. "Why don't you guys add onto this house?" Josh asked. "I never planned on staying here long. It was just for me and Jayden to stay in till I got stuff figured out but we ended up being here longer than I wanted." Michael said. I showed them the house I wanted and they loved it! "That house will be PERFECT for you guys." Erin said excited for me.

"So how far along are you?" Michael asked Erin. "13 weeks." "Holy crap!" I gasped, "You're 13 weeks already?" I said. "Yeah, I guess I just lost track of my periods with how busy I am with the kids. We're getting a nanny though." She said. "Why, you know I'll watch them whenever you need me to." I said kind of sad. "We know that Dre but your getting married, getting a new house then soon you'll have another baby here. You have Jayden & Ari, you have enough going on," Josh said. "But you've done so much for me josh-" "and all I wanted in return is for you to get better, build a life. You've done that, you haven't needed therapy in years and you're getting married." He said. I hung my head guilty and looked at Michael. He rubbed my shoulder, "Just because you are seeing a therapist doesn't mean you haven't gotten better." Michael said. "You're seeing a therapist again?" Josh said worried. I nodded, "I didn't tell you, she called me and told me she wasn't feeling well." Erin said softly. "Why didn't anyone tell me?" he asked frustrated. "We have it handled. Michael and I both went and our therapist gave us daily exercises and other methods to help me and they work very well." I said. I could tell Josh was pissed, "Josh Why are you getting so mad?" Erin asked. "Cause, I'm not being kept in the loop! I need to know this stuff." He said. "Why? She has moved on with her life, this is for her and Michael to work through now." She pointed. He just shook his head. Shortly after they left.
I did dishes, I felt Michael wrap his arms around my waist. "I can't believe he got so mad." Michael said. "I think he's frustrated that I'm still not better." I said sad. "But you are better. Look at you, look at us. You are never gonna be perfect, we will never be perfect. You will always battle some of these demons. But we are learning how to fight them together." He said. I turned around and hugged him. He leaned down and kissed me. He kissed me back, "I'm going to go get Jayden, okay? I'll be right back." He said then kissing me goodbye.

Michael is always doing so much for me so I'm planning a day for us (at home though). He woke up to breakfast in bed, after I took Jayden to school. Yes our little man is in School. I put something very flattering on to impress him.

I stood in the kitchen making him lunch, I felt his hands grip my hips. "Why are you spoiling me?" He giggled while kissing on my neck. "Because I love you & you anyways spoil me." I said kissing him. He smiled into the kiss. Just think about it. In 4 months you'll be Mrs. Jackson." He said biting his lip. "I know, are we going on a honeymoon?" I asked. He shrugged. "Maybe the honeymoon we can do later since we have our new house being worked on." He suggested. "Yeah, that's sounds good." I smiled. We stuck in this cute little moment, till Michaels phone rang. He sighed answering it. "Hello," he answered. He furrowed his eyebrows. "Yeah, this is Michael." He replied. I saw his expression change to a realization, "oh yeah. How are you guys?" He asked walking away. I sighed, a little disappointed. I finished lunch and waited for Michael to get off the phone. "Lunch is done." I said to him. He waved me off. Well then... I cleaned up my lunch mess as Michael decide to get off the damn phone. "Okay let's eat lunch." He said. "I already ate mine." I said still cleaning, "Why didn't you wait for me?" He asked disappointed. "I didn't know how long you were gonna be on that damn phone." I replied. "Are you mad?" He laughed. I rolled my eyes. "It was Ninas parents on the phone." He said. I dropped the rag in my hand. "What." I said not pleased at all. "They wanna see Jayden, so we were trying to arrange a time he could see them." he said. "And you didn't think to In include me in this? I don't want him around anyone who is related to her." I told him. "Babe. They're good people. They shouldn't be punished because of her." He said. I rolled my eyes turning around and kept cleaning. I felt his hand on my waist. "Don't touch me." I said. "Really?" He asked. "I make you breakfast in bed, cleaned the house, make you lunch. And you just wave me off like im annoying you and don't include me on decisions with Jayden...." I said scrubbing the counter. "Baby, I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. But I'm not gonna keep him from his grandparents." He said pulling me to him. "Fine. It's not like my opinion matters anyways." I said. "Dre stop. We were having such a good day. Let's not let this ruin it." He said. I nodded agreeing. He kissed my cheek, "They're happy you are mothering Jayden. They want to meet you." He said. "I don't want to meet them." I replied with an attitude. I felt a smack on my ass, "ow michael! That hurt!" I hollered. "Then behave." He said. I rolled my eyes turning back around. He grabbed my dress from the bottom and pulled it above my hips making me gasp. "What are you doing!" I said. "Since you can't behave today, I guess I have to punish you." he said lowly. Oddly I was really turned on. He roughly pulled my panties down making my yelp. His hand played between my legs, receiving soft moans. But he wasted no time undoing his pants and entering me from behind. I clawed the counter as he kept at a steady pace. "Fuck." I nearly screamed. "Are you going to behave?" He asked. I moaned loudly, "huh?" He asked thrusting sharply, and holding me there. "Yes baby." I moaned cumming. He grunted loudly then releasing inside me. He pulled out, putting his self away. He turned me around and planted a kiss on my lips. "Can you punish me more often?" I asked seductively. "Oh god, does this mean you're gonna start misbehaving all the time?" He giggled. I nodded pulling my dress back down. "Go eat." I giggled smacking his ass.

I was honestly uneasy about meeting Ninas parents. I'm not going to. I wont. He just expects me to be okay with this? Hell no. It was about a half hour later, and he came up to our room as I cleaned up. "Will you please stop cleaning. You clean were you're either stressed or mad." He said. "I won't meet them." I stated folding clothes. "Why?" he groaned sitting on the bed next to me. "Cause I said so! How do you expect me to be okay with this?" I freaked. He shrugged, "What is the big deal?" He asked frustrated. "You want me to meet the woman's parents that you cheated on me with, that hurt Jayden, that you nearly married, and-" "You're not being fair." He stated calmly. I rolled my eyes, "Fine, then we'll go without you." He said then getting up, leaving. I slapped my forehead. Why am I so stupid. I ruined a good day.... I changed into comfy clothes and walked down stairs. Michael sat on the couch and I could tell He was mad at me. I sat next to him and he scooted away. "I'm sorry." I said softly. "Can we just not right now." He sighed. I grabbed his arm, cuddling up to him. He was watching football reruns like always. "Why didn't you play football in High School?" I asked. "I did. I played till my sophomore year. I got tackled by 4 guys and got a grade 3 concussion and a broke collarbone, they advised me to never play again. If I got another concussion at that stage it could have life long damages, it wasn't worth me being mentally disabled." He said. "Are we going to let Jj play football if he wants to?" I asked. He sighed, "I really don't know. I think we should let him do what he wants but not till he hits high school though." He said. I nodded agreeing. I cuddled up to him closer, laying my head on his chest. "I love you." I said softly looking up at him. I felt his hand brush the hair away from my face, he looked back at me and sighed again. "I love you too baby." He said