Personal// Jonah Marais {COMPLETED}

Chapter 27

Kylie's P.O.V

I smile as the lady at the counter hands me my pumpkin latte, it's been two days since I last talked to Jonah. It hurts, even after two days, but he didn't trust me and didn't believe me.

Now all his fans believe I'm with Bradley and Jonah hasn't said a word that they're wrong, which only makes it worse. Jack and I were talking and he told me that Jonah went to him for advice.

I understand why Jonah was upset, what I don't understand is why he decided to not ask me about it. He was upset before the interview and then during he made out like I was nothing.

It hurt, I left the interview right after he didn't raise his hand, I couldn't take it, the pain that had welled up. He's the only one that can do that to me, he can make me feel like the most important girl in his life, then bring me down like I'm nothing.

I sit down on the corner seat in the small cafe, I look out the window and watch the people of Portland. It's really beautiful here, I love the hikes so far, me and Daniel when on one earlier today.

Now I'm here, alone in my own thoughts while Daniels hanging out with Taliahs half sister Makena. She's a more crazier version of Taliah, I used to talk to her a lot, but then I moved to London.

London. I loved it. The rain was a bother, but it was my home for the last year, I miss it. I miss the parks near my apartment, the kids that used to always say hi to me before going to play in the playgrounds.

The air in London is just completely different, in a way, Portland reminds me of it, the people are so nice too. I had been thinking about moving back after Taliah died but then me and Jonah became more than friends.

I guess he stopped me and I hadn't thought about it again until now, I stand up so abruptly the five other people in the cafe look at me. I apologize and walk out of the cafe and onto the street.

Before I can think anything of it, I grab my phone out and decide to send Daniel, Corbyn, Zach, Jack and Jonah a message explaining everything.

Pretty Girls 😂:

Guys, I'm sorry, I know this is going
to hurt, me more than you guys, but
after everything I've been through
with Taliah dying, Jonah not caring
about me... I can't stay here, Daniel
I'll explain more in private, but I'm not
telling anyone where I'm going, I think
it's best this way, my career will become
better and you guys can go on without
me like you used to... I love you all
especially Daniel and Corbyn, you guys
are like brothers to me, Jonah... I wish you
believed me, because in a way, you stopped
me from doing this earlier, but now that
I don't have you... I don't need to hold
back, I know that's harsh to say, me acting
like it's all your fault, it isn't, I'm just not
ready for anything that has happened
over the past few months, I need to leave
leave America, leave my friends, move
away, I don't know where, just anywhere.
I love you all, I'm sorry... bye

Dani: I understand, I'm sorry about all
this, you came to LA to help your career
it only became your worst nightmare.

Zachy: I love you, and that's why I
understand completely, your my best
friend, but just don't cut us off completely.

Noodles: I haven't gotten as close to
you as the boys... but imma miss you
girly, your a really good friend and I
love you B... I hope we can become
closer!!

Bean: I feel so heartbroken... I wish you
were here so that I could hug you and
kiss your forehead and apologize
for anything Jonah did, he messed up
but imma miss my bestie 😫😩

Jonah: Just when I was about to say
I'm sorry, I even flew up to Portland to
surprise you, only to get this message
I love you, there's no doubt in my mind
about that, I wish I could hold you again
my heart is aching to hold you, after
two days, and now I won't ever get to
hold you again... I think I'm going to cry,
I love you with my heart and soul... now
I can never tell you that to your face
I'm sorry I messed up, I'm sorry I didn't
believe you, but it's because I love you
that I came to Portland... only to find
your leaving. My heart is already broken,
please don't break it more...
Warning (!) your message could not
be sent.

Jonah: I hope you find what your looking
for... I love you and I always will, but this
is probably for the best.

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God, this chapter was a tear jerker... she's going back to London! And here's a little spoiler... she's gonna get another boyfriend because her "manager" says it would be a good publicity stunt... he's a self centered ass wipe... I wonder if she would write a song about him... maybe it's called obsessed? 🤔🤔

😂😂 Hope you like this Chapter... I cried writing it, I'm a very emotional person, don't judge me