Blue Wrists

Twenty-Two

PoV: Yoongi
I stay paralized after Jimin just pulled me into a unexpected kiss.
But as soon as my heart starts beating like crazy I push him away and keep a distance between us.

"W...W-W-What was that for? Are you s-stupid??" I ask overwhelmed.

Jimins expression darkens immediately which gives me goosebumps.

"What's wrong?" he asks quietly.
"Did it make you feel uncomfortable?" he adds.

I nod uncertainly.

Jimin flinches and steps back, turning around and making his way out of the kitchen.

I quickly notice that I probably must have hurt his feelings, and jump off the counter to reach for Jimin's wrist.

"N-No ! Sorry, that's not what I meant-.. I'm sorry..." I apologize as Jimin looks back at me.

He keeps looking at me but stays quiet, making me nervous.

I fucked up.

"..I'm sorry.." I repeat and look down.
"I... I just didn't know how... how to react"

.... Silence.

Is he actually mad? Does he hate me now?
Damn, I shouldn't have reject him like that..

Then, a sigh leaving Jimin's mouth.

"No its okay. My reaction was.. selfish too, sorry" he says quite calmed and places his hand on my shoulder.

I look up at him and nod, feeling a little relieved. For a second I.. almost paniced. I saw myself being left alone again. Now I realize that Jimin is really the only person I have right now.
If he'd be sick of me, I wouldn't even have a place to sleep at since I can't go back to my parents.

"It's just.. that I might have too many hopes. I really like you, Yoongi, and you said you kind of like me too so... Sorry. About that random kiss."

Immediately I feel guilty and shake my head.

"No, I understand! It's my fault. .. I have troubles catching my own feelings,.. Of courses it effects you too" I try to explain.

Jimin giggles in a desperate tone. "You're so cute"

I ignore that sentence and continue talking.
"Jimin.. We could try. I m-mean... that relationship thing.. Uhh...The kiss.. didn't make me feel uncomfortable! I was just confused and surprised.."
Fuck, Yoongi. Stop stuttering like a loser.

"Wait, what? You'd be up for dating, Hyung??" Jimin asks with a much brighter attitude.

"Don't say it like tha-.. I mean.. yeah" I answer embarrassed.

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PoV: Jimin
My mood just went from 0 to 9000.
"So we can also hold hands?? Can I kiss you more?- Oh, can we cuddle!!!? What about making out in public?!! Or is that a no-go..?"

I shut up for a second and pay attention to Yoongi's reaction. He is clearlyyy overwhelmed and red like a tomato,- kyah He's so cute!

"Jimin.." he mumbles in desperation.

Ahhh, I asked way too many question again But I just couldn't controll myself.

"I'm soorryy! I'm not trying to stress you, I'm just.. I'm just so happy right now!"

Yoongi sighs and nods shyly..

Okay, Jimin. Take it slow and stop making Yoongi feel uncomfortable. Do not forget that Yoongi is a sensetive little thing I gotta take care of from now on.

"Hyung.. Don't worry I won't leave you alone, okay? Never. I might get a little too excited some times but I'll try to hold myself back so You won't have to become so nervous. I.. I wanna know everything about you, no matter how gross or adorable it is, really. I will help you through your anxiety and eating disorder, you deserve so much more-"

"Stop it already!" I suddenly get interrupted.

"I got it, okay? Now please stop saying such.. kind things" Yoongi says while covering his face with his sweater paws.

For a moment I thought Yoongi was mad but then I saw his super red ears, showing how happy and touched he actually was.