Blue Wrists

Thirty-Seven

[Heya, it's been a while again. So sorry for this ugly ass english omg, forgive me. especially at the end. And yeah, this chapter is short. I know]

PoV: Jimin

I stayed as long as possible by Yoongi's side, checking now and then if he had a regular heartbeat. Yeah, I really did that. That's how worried I was.

But. At some point.. Yoongi's father suddenly disappeared.
He was gone. I checked all the rooms to make sure he wasn't hiding. He probably left as soon as he woke up.. Hopefully he won't come back, but who knows..

Right after that, Yoongi finally woke up too.

"Jimin.." was the first thing he mumbled as he opened his eyes.

"What is it, Yoongi? How are you fee-"

He cuts me off by grabbing my shirt and staring right into my eyes..

"Jimin, I.. I feel so weak.. Everything hurts so much" His voice cracks before he starts crying again.

"I know, Yoongi, I know.. Relax please, soon everything is going to be.. fine" I try to calm him down and stroke his slim hands.

"Noo.. It hurtss... Jimiiinnn" Yoongi turns into an actual crybaby. Seeing him desperately whining in pain affects me really a lot.

"Yoongi, here. Take this" I remember the pills I already got one or two hours ago. I was about to hand him a glass of water before I realize that Yoongi is not able to move because of all the pain he's feeling.

So I sit him up by myself, slowly of course, and slid the little pill inside his mouth.
"Those are pain killers, okay? Swallow carefully" I take the glass of water and pour some of it in Yoongi's mouth.

He needed some time before he really swallowed the medicament.
Then he starts coughing blood again.

"Yoongi! Are you okay?? Shall I call an ambulance?" I ask worried.

Yoongi wipes the blood away by himself and shakes his head afterwards.
"No... please don't.." he whispers weakly.

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"I'm sorry, I'm such a failure of a boyfriend.. I told you so many times that you're safe with me, and now... I'm so.. so so sorry, Yoongi" My vision turns blurry as tears fill my eyes.

At this point I just loose it and start crying.

"No, Jimin... don't cry..." I hear Yoongi saying but I can barely concentrate on his words.

"it's not your fault..." Then suddenly I feel his hand on my cheek, stroking me gently.
This just makes me feel even worse.

If I wouldn't have left him alone he'd never experienced this awefullness.. Of course it's my fault.

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PoV: Yoongi

Even tho I really don't have the strenght to move properly, I do my best to sit up and pull Jimin into a light hug as I wrap my arms around his neck.

I get why he thinks it's his fault but that is just dumb.

"Stop crying, Jimin.." I mumble as comforting as possible. Watching Jimin crying like this might be more painful than all the bruises on my body.

"But... No. Look at you.. This all just happened because I left you alone" he sniffs.

I wish I'd have enough energy to tell him how wrong he is, but I'm just so tired..

"...No, that is not right.." I contradict quietly.

Jimin then hugs me back and squeezes me so tight that it actually hurt. Or maybe I'm just very sensetive at this moment.

"I'm sorry.." Dang, this boy just won't stop apologizing, what shall I do?

"Jimin.. please. Stop blaming yourself " I beg

"From now on I'm really gonna keep you with me!! No matter what!"

Jimin keeps talking about protecting me for the next 10minutes while holding me close

"Jimin, I'm tired" I try to pull away from him but his grib is too strong.

"G-Get some sleep! ..Sorry, I just... I'll try to calm down and we'll talk later, okay?" He lays me down on the couch again and covers me with a blanket.

I nod silently and stare at the ceiling.

Then everything around me turns black and I lose my awareness..