Where There Is flames There Is Fire (Book 1)

Just A Bad Day

I just would like to say now if you are triggered or offended by mention of depression or suicide don't read this chapter as the subjects above will be mentioned through out this chapeter.

Jess xxx

Joe's POV

Monday Morning

I walked into the studio earlier than normal

Dianne was hitting the wall with her fist

"Dianne woah what happened"I took Dianne's fist away from the wall.Her hand red and brusied.

"It doesn't matter lets get on with training"Dianne said coldly.Pulling her arm away from my grip.

I stood shocked

Did I do something

It was only on Saturday we were laughing in my balcony

I placed my things down

"Joe do you have any paracetamol ?"Dianne asked

"I'll check but you might be out of luck Miss Buswell"I said running over to my bag

She sighed deeply.

I routed through my bag

I had two tablets left

"Here you go"I said handing them to Dianne

"Thanks" she said

Something off about Dianne today.She's acting very strange but I don't want to upset her

"Sorry Joe, I'll be back"Dianne ran out the door

I'm literally so confused.What happened.Maybe she's just stressed it is the week before Blackpool.

Later at 9:30pm

"Hey Joe is everything okay with you and Dianne. I mean she was really quite today?"Amy asked me

"Yeah She was really snappy and stuff in training but I didn't say anything in case I upset her"I told Amy

"Okay well I'll catch up with you tomorow"Amy said racing off to catch up with Danny.

I walked past Dianne's car,to see no one in it.

I felt some one beside me

I looked over to see Dianne

"Damm it Joe I was going to scare you"Dianne said with a smile.

"You can never scare a Sugg."I told Dianne putting my arm around her shoulders.

"I'm sorry about today in training it wasn't a good morning."Dianne said.

"Wanna talk about it?"I asked.

"Joe I got offered a job in Australia ."Dianne told me..

"I get to tour around Australia and the world and then hopefully do Stricly next year"Dianne told me.

"Dianne that's amazing. "I told her.

I could feel the sadness melting my heart.

"It means I have to take Danni back to Australia and be away from you"Dianne said looking at the ground.

"Hey don't worry about me.This is a great oportunity and I can come to some of your shows "I told her.

"Joe I have until next week to decided otherwise they offer it to one of the other pro dancers"Dianne told me.

"Dianne if you want to do this go for it .I'm proud of you no matter what you decide"I told Dianne hugging her tightly.

"Thanks Joe for everything you've done for me"Dianne told me.

I look down at Dianne's wrist to see a cut across it.

My heart began beating faster and faster.

She did it agaian didn't she?No she promised me.How else would she have gotten it?

"Joe are you okay"Dianne asked

"Um yeah I'm fine .How about we film our video tonight"I asked her

"Yeah sure "Dianne said

"I'll see you at your place then "Dianne said walking to her car

At Joe's Place

"Byron "I called out

Turning on the lights.I walked through the living room and into the kitchen.Dianne was sat on a stool.A knife on the countertop beside her

"Dianne"I said

"Joe I promise you---"She covered her wrist.

"Dianne let me see your wrist"I told her calmly.

She took her hand away from her wrist .I could already see the blood.

"Dianne."I said tears in mine and her eyes.

I ran over to the kitchen and grabbed a cloth.

I placed it over her wirst

"It's going to be okay Dianne I promise"I said holding the cloth against her wrist while pulling a stool up

"I'm sorry Joe"She said

"Hey,It's going to be okay I'm here now"I told her

"Dianne why did you do this?"I asked her

"Joe

I'm pregnant

I'm sorry"Dianne said.Tears falling down her face