Not Mine (Brandon Arreaga story )

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When we got home we got out of the car and walked inside. I turned on the lights and saw that my mom still wasn't home. " evelyn why did we leave brandon's house " dylan asked. " bc we needed to " i said. We were in my room watching tv when i heard the front door open. " HELLO " my mom yelled. " stay here " i whispered to dylan. I walked out of my room and walked to the top of the stairs. " mom " i said. She looked over at me and smiled. " baby " she said running up to me. I ran down the stairs and into her arms. " wait mom i have a surprise " i said. " wait what " she said. " yea it's in my room stay here " i said running back upstairs. I ran into my room and grabbed dylan. " mom close your eyes " i said walking out of my room. " ok " she said. We walked downstairs and he stood behind me. " open " i said. She opened her eyes and was confused. " surprise " i said and moved out the way so she could see dylan. " dylan " my mom said. " MOMMY " dylan yelled running up to her. She picked him up and hugged him breaking down into tears. " my baby i missed you so much " she said hugging him even tighter. I stood there watching how happy they were and how i wasn't happy. " when did u get back " my mom asked. " umm last night " i said. " oh where did you go " she asked. " umm b-b-brandon " i said then looked down. " hey dyl can u go back into your sisters room " my mom said. " ok see u later mom " he said walking upstairs. " what happened " she asked. I looked up and started crying even harder. " he cheated " i said. " wait what " my mom said. " he cheated mom " i said. " with who " she asked. " charlotte " i said falling onto my knee's. " when " she asked. " over the weekend twice " i said. " aww i'm so sorry baby " my mom said hugging me. " it just wasn't mean to be " i said getting up. I walked into my room and saw dylan on my bed. " hey dyl can u get out please " i asked. " yea are you ok " he asked. " yea i'll be fine " i said. He left my room and i locked the door behind him. I laid down in bed and cried my eyes out until i fell asleep.

1 Week later

Today is the first day i'm coming out of my room since i have gotten back home. Well i would come out of my room at night when no one is awake for food but i would go some days without eating. I put on one of Brandon's shirts and walked downstairs. " EVELYN " dylan yelled running up to me. " hey dyl " i said hugging him. " it's nice to see you evelyn " my mom said. " back at you mom " i said. We ate breakfast and i was quiet the whole time. " dyl and i are going to go watch a movie in my room u can join us if u would like " my mom said. " oh umm thanks but i think i'm going to just stay down here and watch tv " i said. " oh ok " she said. " thanks tho mom " i said sitting down on the couch. They walked upstairs and i started watching friends. I was watching an episode when my mom walked downstairs and looked at me. " why are you crying " she asked. " bc i see how happy chandler and monica are and i know that i'm not happy " i said wiping my tears. " oh well i'll be back honey " she said. " wait where are u going " i asked. " outside i forgot something in my car " she said then walked out the door. I sat there letting a couple tears fall when i heard the door open. " mom i have a question " i said. " yes " she said. " why do guys cheat " i asked. " i um don't have an answer for that " she said. " was i not good enough for him mom " i asked crying a little. " for who " she asked. " Brandon was I not good enough for him " I asked. " why would u say that " a familiar voice said. I turned around and saw brandon standing there. " no i'm not doing this " i said getting up. I started running up the stairs when I tripped and fell down the stairs. I just sat there at the bottom of the stairs crying my eyes out. Brandon ran up to me and held me. " NO LET ME GO " I Said pushing him off of me. " Evelyn please " he said. I could tell he was hurting I could see it in his eyes but so was I. " no u cheated on me Brandon " I said still crying. " ik Evelyn and I'm sorry but I can't live without u. I don't eat I can't sleep. I haven't come out of my room I watch our favorite movies I cry in my room. I miss u and I love u so much Evelyn please forgive me " he said getting teary eyed. " Brandon I'm sorry but I can't " I said getting up and running it my room. I sat down on my bed and cried for a couple of minutes until there was a knock at my door. " please leave me alone " I said. " no I'm sorry Evelyn but I'm not leaving until u forgive me " Brandon said walking into the room. " I regret ever getting back with you " i said. " do u really " he asked looking down. " no of course not it's jus-" i said then sighed. " it's just what " he said. " everytime i look at you i see you on top of her or everytime you touch me all i can think about is how u have touched her " i said. " evelyn i-" he said. " no let me finish " i said cutting him off. " ok i'm sorry continue " he said. " i have been trying to forgive you and i have been trying to forget that it ever happened but i can't " i said tearing up again. " why not " he said. " because she's your first everything she was your first love, first girlfriend, first kiss, first time you guys were together for years brandon for years" i said. " since freshman year " he said. " SEE 3 FUCKING YEARS " i yelled. " OK BUT WE AREN'T TOGETHER ANYMORE " he yelled. " BUT YOU WERE. U EVEN FUCKING CRIED OVER HER WHEN YOU FOUND OUT SHE CHEATED ON YOU AND WAS CHEATING ON YOU FOR A YEAR YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS WORTHLESS AND LIKE I WAS JUST YOUR PRIVATE HOOKER. YOU HAVE THIS EFFECT ON ME THAT NO OTHER GUY HAS BRANDON " i yelled crying. " but i'm all yours " he said. " but i can't compete with that " i said crying. " so then what your just going to give up " he asked. I just sat there quietly looking down. " unbelievable " he said pacing. " WELL WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO " i yelled. " I WANT YOU TO FIGHT FOR US EVELYN IT'S LIKE EVERYTIME WE END UP FIGHTING OR BREAKING UP YOU GIVE UP " he yelled. " WELL WE WOULDN'T BE GOING THROUGH THIS IF U WOULD'VE KEPT YOUR DICK IN YOUR FUCKING PANTS " i yelled. " SO THIS IS MY FAULT NOW " he yelled. " WHAT " i yelled. " YOU NOT FIGHTING FOR US TO BE TOGETHER IS MY FAULT NOW " he yelled. " I CAN'T KEEP GETTING HURT BY YOU BRANDON " i yelled. " REALLY I HURT U " he yelled. " ARE YOU KIDDING ME YES YOU HAVE HURT ME TWICE AND IT'S BEEN OVER THE SAME WHORE " i yelled. " DON'T CALL HER THAT " he yelled making me sad. " see we aren't meant to be together " i said looking down. " because i told you not to call her a whore " he said. " no because u are defending her instead realizing what u have done " i said. " you know what fuck u evelyn " he said. " you wish " i said. " already have " he said making me roll my eyes. " so u can now do what u have been wanting to do " i said. " and what is that " he asked. " getting back together with charlotte " i said looking down. " i never wanted to i wanted to be with u but you know what i will and now u can get back with nick " he said. " maybe i will " i said looking down. " i can't believe it " he said. " we are over for good " i said. " alright then see u at school buddy " he said then walked out.