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I walked into his room and sat down on his bed. He closed the door behind him and sighed. " evelyn do u want me to be straight up " he said. " of course " i said. " i think we should take a break " he said. I stood up fast and looked at him. " wait why " i asked. " i can tell your still in love with brandon " he said. " zion i love you do u think i would lie to you about something like that " i said. " ik baby and i love you too but the way u calmed down when he was holding u today just showed me what effect he has on you and how i don't have that effect on you " he said. " YET ZION " i said. " WHAT DO U MEAN BY YET " he yelled. " YOU DON'T HAVE THE EFFECT ON ME YET ZION TODAY WHEN U HELD ME I DID CALM DOWN I JUST WANTED BRANDON BECAUSE OUT OF ALL THE GUYS HE'S MY BEST FRIEND ZION AND HE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME BECAUSE HE TOOK THE TIME TO DO THAT " i yelled tearing up. " AND ARE YOU SAYING THAT I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT U " he yelled back. " BABE I'M NOT SAYING THAT " i yelled. " THEN WHAT ARE YOU SAYING EVELYN " he yelled. " I'M SAYING THAT U DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME  " i yelled crying. " BECAUSE U DON'T TALK TO ME EVELYN " he yelled. " BECAUSE I'M SCARED TO OPEN UP ZION " i yelled. " WHY especially from me " he asked getting teary eyed. " because zion i opened up to alex and brandon AND WHAT DID THEY DO TO ME " i said. He just stood there quietly trying to fight back his tears. " THEY BOTH BROKE MY HEART AND KILLED ME ON THE INSIDE THEN I FOUND U AND U MAKE ME SO FUCKING HAPPY U JUST DON'T SEE IT " i yelled crying even harder. " evelyn " he said. " what zion " i said. " i still think we should take a break i need time to think " he said looking down. " u know zion i love u so fucking much " i said. " and i love u " he said. " why is everyone that i love leaving me right now " i said. " wait what " he said. " nothing zion when or if u want to get back together u have my number " i said. " so then u just aren't going to talk to me " he asked. " WELL WHAT DO U WANT ME TO DO ZION UR THE ONE WHO JUST ENDED OUR RELATIONSHIP " i yelled. " YEA BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN U HAVE TO STOP TALKING TO ME " he yelled. " i have a question " i said. " WHAT EVELYN " he yelled. " do you trust me " i asked. " WHY WOULD U ASK ME THAT " he yelled. " BECAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTIME I'M AROUND BRANDON U GET UNEASY OR UPSET OR OR " i said. " OR WHAT " he yelled. " JEALOUS " i yelled. " WELL I MEAN YOU GUYS HAVE A PAST DO U NOT " he yelled. " ANSWER MY QUESTION DO U TRUST ME OR NOT " i yelled. He sighed looking down and i scoffed. " wow ok well like i said before when or if u want to get back together u have my number " i said. " so then we are over " he asked. " ur the one who said u think we should go on a break " i said crying. " evelyn i'm not trying to hurt u " he said. " well u did " i said. " i hate seeing u like this " he said letting a tear slip. " i just always hurt " i said crying even harder. He pulled me into a hug and i cried into his chest. " i can't believe we broke up on our one month " i said. " ik i'm sorry " he said kissing the top of my head. I walked over to his bed and grabbed my phone and keys. I walked over to him and he tried to kiss me but i moved so he would kiss my cheek. " talk to you soon " he said. " hopefully " i said then walked out of his room in tears. I walked out to the living room to see mandy, elom, and kekeli sitting down watching tv. " hey why are u crying " elom said running to my side. " he ended it " i said crying even harder. " aww i'm sorry " mandy said. " it's fine but umm i'm gonna go " i said then walked out of their house. I got into the car and drove off. Once i got home i got down and walked in to see everyone was still there. " oh hey guys " i said. " why are u crying " tif asked. " umm well we picked up elom and went to their house zion and i went to his room to talk and he said that " i said then started crying even harder. " that we should take a break " i said. " aww love i'm so sorry " tif said running up to me and giving me a hug. " i'm sorry eve i know how much u loved him " brandon said hugging me. " it was his decision " i said. I looked around and didn't see dylan anywhere. " where's dyl " i asked. " upstairs he ended up falling asleep " edwin said. " oh ok well i'm gonna go to my room u guys can stay if u want but just leave me alone please " i said. I walked upstairs and changed into one of z's hoodies and some leggings.

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