Persona

CHAPTER XLIII pt. 3 : His 43 hours

JIMIN'S POV:

"Jimin-hyung?" I heard a faint voice at the door "may I come in?"

"Come in Kookie-ah" I sat properly at my bed, making some space for him to sit too

He came in with his head lowered down; hiding his face

I just laughed at how cute he is.
He sat down beside me still with his face hidden

"What's wrong with you Nochu? Why are you hiding your face from me?" My laughs got in between my words

"I'm embarrassed to show my face.. I fought with you... There are things I did to you... I blamed you and everything.... And-"

"Jungkook-ah those are in the past. Let's leave them there ok?" I held his shoulders making him slowly look at me

"I'm very sorry hyung! I didn't mean it. I didn't know what really happened then EunByeol told me everything and I REGRET IT NOW! I know I shouldn't have done those things because it really wasn't your fault!"

He blurted nonstop like a child that told his parents about a bully

His nose were going red because of how hard he's crying right now

This bunny really....

"Yah Jungkook-ah" I shook him making him stop his cries "It's ok now. I forgive you ok??"

He cried harder then hugged me "HYUNG THANK YOU VERY MUCH"

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"What?" I had my eyes stretched out in disbelief

"The results of the scans were out and it said that you gave a brain tumor. That's why your head hurts recently..."

That's why...
That's what she meant by that...

"Jimin, be strong ok? I need you to be stronger than ever... Just a little more and finally things will be fine for you..."

That's why she said those things last night....

"EunByeol and I agreed on making you undergo the surgery. I know it scary but, you will be better-"

"I'll do it. I want to do the surgery" I cut him off making him surprised

"Are you serious?"

"Yes I am, I want to do it. ASAP."

I'll do it for EunByeol... For her, I'll capture every opportunity on making me better...

I want to fulfill my promise to her...

I want to make her happy....
And want to make her feel love...
And I want to finally stay beside her...

"The doctor said it can be done tomorrow. Are you fine with that? Or we could reschedule it?"

"No, it's perfect. Let's go with that" I smiled at him

He was super happy and I hope EunByeol too.....

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"I'll be back" EunByeol bid probably to get the board games

Once she closed the door behind her, I released the sigh that was suffocating my chest.

"I would want to see you ok and healthy once the surgery is done; I would love to see that... But, I'll be resigning now..."

Her words pierced my heart...

I wanted to hug her after those words left her mouth last night but, I know I shouldn't...

I don't want to be selfish and make her stay when she isn't happy anymore....

I would also love to see her once I'm ok...

"Let's do this for her Jimin. Let's find her once you wake up from the surgery"

I would miss her so much.....

Her scent....

Her warmth....

Her embrace....

I'll miss it so much that it makes me think if I could handle it once she leave....

I would want to say goodbye to her but, I think leaving it seems like I'm clueless is the best....

I want to spend my last 43 hours with her happily and meaningful

"EunByeol, I love you too...."

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This is a special chapter of PAK JEMEN!!!

I WAS SHRIEKING WHILE WRITING THIS

-Luna❣