Chapter: 42

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Nika pov

L'a was sleeping, but I couldn't. I was in pain, my back was hurting hella bad. I guess from when L'a slammed me into the wall. It was keeping me up. Well that and what he did. Some might say "it's a sign of a abusive relationship". I don't think L'as abusive tho. I just can't believe he'd hurt me like that tho... He apologized and said it won't happen again, but I don't even know how true that is. If he got mad and did this, next time he gets mad how i know he won't do this again? I don't...

"Go to sleep."

I heard him mumble and start moving in the bed.

"Can't, got a lot of shit on my mind."

I said back to him.

"Is it about what I did today?"

He wrapped his arm around me. I kept quiet. I guess he got the hint.

"I said I'm sorry man. You know I didn't mean to hurt you like that. I'd never put my hands on you."

I sighed and turned to him.

"Do you ever think, that we just might not be right for each other?"

I could tell he got sad when I asked that. He tried to hide it tho.

"No, cause I know that I be doing dumb shit."

I nodded my head.

"Oh."

I began to think we needed a break. I really need to think shit through, make sure staying with him is the right choice.

"Why? You wanna break up or some shit?"

I sat him and looked at him.

"I honestly think we need a break."

I just need to figure some shit out. He frowned and looked at me.

"You wouldn't be tryna take a break, if you weren't questioning us rn. What's up?"

"I feel like, you're hurting me more than you're making me happy. You've cheated, disrespected me, hurt my feelings multiple times, put other bitches over me, and now you've put your hands on me. I need to figure out if it's even worth us being together."

He looked away from me.

"And if it's not?"

"I guess we break up completely then..."

He chuckled sarcastically.

"Whatever man."

He turned over with his back facing me.

"L'a, I haven't even made my decision yet."

He didn't reply back. I sighed and turned around trying to sleep once again.

L'a pov

I dapped S.Dot and got out the car heading in my house. My mom and sisters were here.

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