Anxiety • part 2

9 • purple

"Wake up sunshine." Ashton said as he placed a kiss on my cheek.

"I was already awake when you stormed up the stairs." I said with a small smile as I looked at him. "But I'm very comfortable here so I'm just going to turn around and sleep again." It was 10am so not even that late yet. I would see Anne and Lauren at 12 so I still had time.

"No, wake up. Because remember how I said you were famous yesterday?" He asked with a grin as he looked at me, he was definitely not sick anymore.

"Yeah and it was hilarious." I said with a smile.

"You're even more famous today." He said with a chuckle.

"What are you talking about?"

"Ellen Degeneres tweeted about your video this morning and now lots of artists are talking about you, talking about how brave you are to come clean. You are trending, worldwide." He said happily and a smile came on my face as he talked. "Ellen wants you on her show." He said as he showed me his phone, he was probably more excited about this all than I was.

TheEllenShow: After watching the video of @samantha opening up about her life, I am inspired and glad we still have people like her in the music industry. I think we should get her on my show, shouldn't we?

"She gave me no way out." I said with a chuckle as I read it but I read it again and again, not even sure if I read it right.

"You don't have to do it before you're ready, because that show is a little bit bigger than a livestream. She might have not given you an out, but you can always say you will do it later on."

"This is insane." I said with a chuckle as I took my own phone and saw some of the notifications. "Who else posted about it?"

"Niall and Julia ofcourse and Harry and Liam retweeded Niall's tweet. And that set the ball rolling. I have been up since 8 so I already had 2 hours to check it all out." He looked so happy for me and just that alone was making me happy too. "You are going to take over the world one day, I know you will." He added before placing a kiss on my forehead. "But before you take over the world, get out of bed because I made you breakfast, if Piper hasn't gotten on the table yet."

"Mm you know how to get me out of bed." I said with a smile and I kissed his lips before finally getting out of bed. I quickly put on a shirt and shorts before following him downstairs. I had gotten back to my sleeping half naked habit, Ashton didn't seem to mind about that though. "So your idea of making breakfast is putting two bowls and a pack of cereal on the table?" I asked with a laugh and he nodded.

"I was going to make eggs but then I realised we were out of them so I'm going to go to the store before going to see Harry and Chris."

"I don't know if I should be excited or nervous about having a girls day with them." I said with a chuckle.

"My mom is inlove with you and so is Lauren. You have nothing to worry about." He sat down at the table and I sat at the opposite side.

"I hope so, it's the first time it's just the 3 of us. Usually either Harry or you join us."

"And now we're having a boys and girls day, I'm going out with Harry and Chris and you're going out with them." He said with a chuckle, "You want to switch?"

"You got to get to know him better Ash. It's not easy but they're married and they have been for a year, you have to give it a chance." I said and he nodded, I know he knew that but somehow he still refused to realise it.

"Have you talked with him?" He asked and I hestitated a second but I nodded.

"I talk with Lauren and Harry all the time and your mom texts me very often too. So yeah, I talk with Chris every now and then too. He just wants to make sure that I'm okay, so does your mom. He's a good man."