Anxiety • part 2

24 • Wendy Darling

"You're going to need these ears" Ashton said as he held up the minnie mouse ears with a huge grin on his face. "You'd look cute with them!" He put them on my head and I readjusted them with a laugh.

"So how do I look?" I asked and he leaned down to kiss me shortly

"Freaking adorable." He said before taking his phone to take a picture of me. I laughed softly and he took them back off before going to the desk to pay for them. I looked through the other things and I was so happy to be here with him.

"Now you can look adorable for 4 days." He said as he put them back on my head gently, I smiled at him widely and took his hand in mine.

"I'm going to tell you a secret and you can't laugh. You have to promise me." I said with a small smile as I saw the characters walking around and interacting with kids.

"I'll try my hardest not to laugh." He said and I saw that as enough.

"I worked here one summer. I played Wendy from Peter Pan and took pictures with kids and it was my favourite summer ever." I said with a chuckle and he laughed for a second, untill he realised I was serious. I've always had a soft spot for anything disney. "That's how I learned a very limited amount of french sayings and words."

"Wait, are you serious?" He asked as he looked at me, shocked.

"Yeah, when I was 19. It didn't pay that well but it was freaking amazing." I said with a chuckle as I looked back at him. "I'll ask my mom to look up a picture."

"I'd love to see that" he laughed softly and let go of my hand to put his arm around my shoulder. "Your mom showed me a lot of baby pictures but she didn't show me that."

"When did she do that?" I asked him, a little embarrased because I have awfull baby pictures.

"When you and Jackie went to the store together. And every morning when you weren't awake yet."

"Well I've already seen pictures of your most embarrasing teenager years so I think we're even now." I've seen every single picture that's online of his youngers years and he looked a lot worse than me. He was a cute baby though.

"Not untill I get to see you dressed up as Wendy Darling." He said with a grin before looking at the big rollercoaster, "Yeah Disney Paris is definitely better than the California version."

"I'm going to scream so hard if we go on." I said with a soft laugh. Even though I worked here for 4 months, I barely did any of the big scary rides.

"Don't worry, I'll hold your hand." He said all tough like he wouldn't be screaming his lungs out himself.

"Okay" I replied softly as we made our way to the line, it was quiet today because everyone was at school so we didn't even need the fast pass. I loved that because I've only been here in the peak seasons so far. But all there is now is parents with small kids and a few teenagers every now and then. So the attractions with height limitations only had a few people infront of us.

"It's going to be okay." Ashton said when it was our turn, I hopped in the seat and Ashton pushed down the protection thing for me because I couldn't reach it when sitting down before getting in himself and I grabbed his hand thightly.

I'm not a big fan of fast and high rollercoasters.

"I'm sorry if I cut off blood supply to your hand." I said after the staff checked all restraints. He laughed at me and he leaned his head forward to look at me.

"It's going to be fun!" He said with a big smile and I nodded as I held the restraint thightly with one hand and his hand with the other. I leaned back in the seat and tried to control my breathing.