Anxiety • part 2

41 • success

"After releasing her debut album less than 48 hours ago, it has already went into the top 5 of the US charts on iTunes and Spotify. Rumours are already going around that she will be nominated for many awards later on this year. And to celebrate the huge succes of her debut album, here is her last single Bruises, still running at number one since its release."

"So how does it feel?" Ashton asked when he lowered the volume of the radio. We were both looking at the radio, grins on our faces and so excited.

"I still feel like it's all a dream and I'm scared to wake up."

"It's real, Sam, it's 200% real." He said and he laughed before hugging me thightly. "My fiancée is the new rising star and is going to take over the world."

"You know they were all scared when Peer Pressure took off like that, that I was just a one hit wonder and now the album is here and it's all people are talking about and it's insane Ash. It's surreal and it doesn't feel like this is my life."

"You better start believing it becauase this is your life. This is it Sam. The fame, the fans, the music..."

"And you and strawberry." I said with a smile and he got even happier, he got of the couch and kneeled down infront of me, placing his hands on the side of my stomach and smiling so widely.

"Hey little strawberry. I know there are still 6 weeks before you can actually hear me but that won't stop me from talking to you." He said softly and I couldn't help but giggle as I watched him. "Your mom, she is an incredible woman and I'm sure she will become the next big thing. She will become someone who will be recognised on every corner of the street and she will make my band, with your idiotic uncles, look like nobodies. Your mom is the strongest woman I know and I love her with all my heart but I'm ready to love another human being. I'm ready to love you just as much as I love your mom." He said before leaning over and kissing my stomach through my shirt. "I already love you strawberry." He got back up and sat back down next to me, putting his arm around my shoulder and I leaned into his chest.

"I still have to post about the new tour dates." I said with a sigh and I reached for my phone before leaning against him again and going to my mail to get the second tour poster with just the extra dates. I was so excited about this but also so nervous. Each of these venues were bigger than the ones I sold out and as my album already is released now, it will really show if they just like the two songs or if they like everything.

"Just get it over with and know that your fans will love this news." He said with a smile and I let out a chuckle before opening instagram and making a new post.

— Instagram —

[[no time to make a tour poster 🤷🏼‍♀️
will be added in here later on]]

SamanthaE: very happy to announce we are adding 10 extra dates to the Europe tour. Tickets go on sale in 2 days, 1st of March, at 9am local time. I'll see you there ✌🏼

287.104 likes
SamGlobal: YOU ARE PLAYING THE FREAKING O2 ARENA
SamGlobal: IM ALREADY COMING TO THE FIRST LONDON SHOW BUT DAMN RIGHT AM I GETTING TICKETS FOR THE O2 TOO
UpdatesofSamEvans: FUCK YES
5Secsofeline: yeah ofc just drop an album on us one day, 10 more tour dates the second day and let them go on sale already just two days later
5secsofeline: I can't wait to see you in London
AshtonIrwin: ♥️♥️♥️♥️
SierraDeaton: still trying to wrap my head around this all
LukeHemmings: O M G I AM GOING TO TRY AND SEE EVERY SHOW YOU PLAY
SamanthaE: @LukeHemmings you are so weird Hemmo.
UpdatesofAshtonIrwin: @AshtonIrwin @LukeHemmings will you be going on tour with them?
MichaelClifford: by the time we have our next tour, you'll already be too big to open up for us 😢
LukeHemmings: @MichaelClifford she already is you dipshit
SamanthaE: @LukeHemmings Lucas, be nice to Michael.
5SOSGlobal: I'm obsessed with your friendship with 5SOS
Teeny._.tiny: HOLY SHIT
Teeny._.tiny: OH MY FUCKING GOD
Teeny._.tiny: I'm so proud #proudmom