I never thought an anxiety attack could be the best thing to happen to me.
Do not read without reading part 1 first, you won't understand half of it if you do.
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SamanthaE: the child inside of me will never say no to ice cream. Neither will Jackie.
201.529 likes JackieClifford: I love icecream too much SamGlobal: awh this is so cute! UpdatesofSamEvans: who doesn't love ice cream? 5SOSGlobal: sometimes you just gotta let the child free and enjoy the little things in life, like ice cream. AshtonIrwin: you're so cute, love you babe x LukeHemmings: I WANT ICE CREAM TOO SamanthaE: @LukeHemmings what flavour? I can bring a tub back to the bus LukeHemmings: @samanthae CHOCOLATE CHIP PLEASE OMG ILY SierraDeaton: @samanthae @lukehemmings AND STRAWBERRY SamanthaE: @sierradeaton @lukehemmings I GOT THEEEEEM 5SOSGlobal: @samanthae @sierradeaton @lukehemmings you (and Ash too) have the cutest friendship and I love you guys
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For two and a half weeks, I have been able to enjoy the litttle kicks inside of me already. They seem to be there every time I get on stage and they calm down quickly again afterwards. She's not even born yet and her favourite place seems to be on stage. It still felt weird but it made everything seem more real. I can actually feel her and it's not just the number on the scale anymore that changes.
We could hear Sierra on stage from the dressing room but I needed to lie down a little before the show so Ashton and I decided not to watch her show tonight which she totally understood. It has been a busy day and my feet were killing me so much that I had already decided there was no way that I would put shoes on for tonights show.
We're close to 20 weeks now so almost halfway. We just have to hold on a little longer.
I was scrolling through twitter on my phone while I laid on the couch on my back and both Ashton and I did not understand how nobody had noticed yet. The bump had grown a lot the past two weeks and it was possible to see even with a sweater on.
"Hey my little girl," Ashton said as he sat down next to the couch, I looked up from my phone shortly and just smiled at him before going back to scrolling through social media and trying to find something entertaining enough. So far I've just found some incredible fanart and followed a few people so I have no yet hit the jackpot of interesting things. "So daddy bought you a drumkit yesterday. I hadn't told your mom yet until now but its okay. It's just a small version of my big drumkit and it will look so adorable in our music room which we will share with you too. I'm going to learn you how to play the drums before you can even walk, I promise you that. That way your mom will have two people making lots of noice in the house." He said and you chuckled softly while he placed his cold hand on your belly. "Mommy and I are almost done planning our wedding so we will be married before you will be born. I look forward to seeing you and your mom in a wedding dress. To be honest, I just can't wait until we can say 'I do' infront of all our friends and family." He said and I locked my phone and placed my hand on his, moving it a little to the left and his eyes grew wide when he felt it. "Your belly is kicking me." He whispered as he kept his eyes on our hands but I could see a tear form in the corner of his eyes.
