I never thought an anxiety attack could be the best thing to happen to me.
Do not read without reading part 1 first, you won't understand half of it if you do.
[[i have no clue how I'm doing with time frame but it's like end October now. I tried my best to keep it accurate but I'm screwing up 😂]]
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"So how was your first day?" Ashton asked when I fell down on the couch beside him.
"Exhausting but so so great." I looked at him with a smile and kissed him softly. "We should be able to release the first single mid/end November already so in a 3-4 weeks, then mid december the second one, february the album and now I just need to decide if I want to do any touring or not."
"You should do it." He said with a big smile. "Talk about it with Calum, he was the most scared to do it in the beginning. Or Sierra."
"They suggested just a short tour, either Europe or USA." I replied and he nodded, "And Calum has been ignoring me for a month now, since we came back from Disney."
"Oh" he said as I said that, it's truth time.
"He has been ignoring me since the day you showed up at his door when you told me you would be home late because you had to drop Luke off. Luke said he went back home at 1pm, you came home at 7:30pm." I said and I felt relieved I finally confronted him with it. I've been wanting to do it for weeks now but I was too scared. Too scared of reality. "So what did you do?"
"I can't tell you." He said as he looked down at his hands. "I want to but I can't."
"Did you cheat?" I asked and I held in my breath as I looked at him and he quickly shook his head.
"No. Sam I would never do that. I didn't cheat." He said so fast and I believed him. He's not a cheater.
"Okay."
"I just- I can't tell you yet. I'll tell you when I know I can." He said and I nodded.
"Why?"
"Because I'm not ready to say it yet. I did something stupid that day so that's why I went to Calum. I needed to talk to him but it has nothing to do with you. Never forget that I love you and I hope you can understand I'm not ready to tell you about my stupid thing yet." I knew that was partly a lie but I went with it anyway. I love him too much.
