Anxiety • part 2

20 • unicorn

It didn't take me long untill I reached the coffee shop once I was downtown. Piper seemed so happy and was looking around with a smile on her little face for as far as dogs can smile.

I waited in line and took out my phone as I waited. It's usually quiet but not today, today there were 10 people in line before me.

I chuckled to myself when I saw Jackie's texts. I had been drunk texting her and complaining about Bryana last night.

Jackie: I hate Bryana
Jackie: I heard it's easy to get a gun in the US, want me to come kill her?
Jackie: I think you passed out
Jackie: HELLOOOOOOO
Jackie: yeah you're gone. I hope you have sweet drunk dreams Sam. Last time I had a drunk dream I was being eaten by a turtle. Scary animals.
Jackie: I should not be allowed to drink.
Jackie: but about Bryana, you're way better than her and Ashton loves you and only you so don't worry about her.
Sam: I'm alive again, I had a drunk dream where I was living in a pink world and all there was to eat was marshmallows and I had a unicorn. I love drunk dreams.
Sam: and about Bryana, don't kill her because I won't come visit you in prison. I'm just a bit worried about seeing her at the wedding tomorrow. She said some things that keep running throigh my head and I know Ashton changed but it doesn't seem to be able to leave me alone. I just hope she will stay away at the wedding.

I closed my texts after replying and went to twitter scrolling through my feed.

Untill I saw me.

And Piper.

At the coffee shop.

In my clothes I'm wearing right now.

I clicked on the picture so it would get bigger and it was literally a picture taken less than two minutes ago. There were about 10 pictures and I almost laughed out loud when I read the caption.

5secsofSaaaam: would she be smiling at her phone because Ashton is sexting her or?

samantha: @5secsofSaaaam Jackie texted me to say she had a drunk dream where she was being eaten by a turtle. No sexting for me.

I could hear an 'oh my fucking god' at a table on the side where the pictures were taking before the girls at the table laughed loudly. I waved at them and they all turned red from embarrasment. Pretty sure they didn't expect me to see it.

Love5sosforever: @samantha what was your weirdest drunk dream?

samantha: @love5sosforever I see unicorns, mermaids and other mythical figures in my drunk dreams, they're not as weird as Jackie's

I put my phone away when it was my turn to order and the barista smiled as she saw me.

"The regular?" She asked and I nodded with a smile. I took out my purse and waited for my coffee and muffin.

"Thank you" I said as I gave her the money. I took my coffee in my good hand and tried my best not to drop my muffin with my bad one.

6 more fucking weeks.

I sat down at a table for two and Piper laid down beside me waiting for her treat. I looked at her with a smile before reaching in my pocket and giving it to her.

I scrolled through my personal instagram to see what my friends back home had to say and I smiled as I saw all the 'first day at work' pictures.

All in their scrubs and at hospitals all over the UK. I missed them. But I didn't regret not applying for an internship. I wanted to go on with my music.