every now and then
i wonder
what sin i committed
to deserve a fate
such as this.
without access or contact
with people I love,
my parents considering
the possibility of
divorcing,
(and as always, it depends on my mother)
trust issues that continue
to arise,
and an anxiety in my veins
that I can't shake.
I know that I will rise
as I always have
but
I have become composed
of more
scars
than flesh.
now,
I look forward to the future
more than anyone could know
but for now
I bare an incomparable
pain
for everyone loves a warrior
but nobody wonders
how they became one
-the fight is never pretty
it's almost
ungodly
the things I would do
to just
have a hug
from you
-pull my broken pieces together again
does the iron in your veins
drip to your feet
and add weight
to your running feet
or does it
pool in your hands
and clench them
into fists
-fight or flight
and though
you no longer stand by my side
(for now, at least)
every now and then
I feel your soul
in the little things around me
-and oh the memories flood
no sé
el futuro
o que va a pasar
mañana
solo sé
que quiero ser
contigo
-en cualquier lado
no star
no galaxy
no moon nor heaven above
could shine brighter
than your spirit
-and they tremble at the sight
and to you
I promise my heart
loyalty
love
and spirit
because in the end
you inspired it all
with your own
love
and magnificence
-you've had it all along
it's been over a month
since I heard from you last
but
I've learned to understand
that you have a life
that you seize opportunity
the way wind seizes flowers
and through it
I've gained peace
and understand
but
I am still human
-and I still miss you
and of course,
I love you
to the moon and back💜💜💜
Bloom Later by Jesse
Hunnybee by Unknown Mortal Orchestra
Don't Dwell by barnacle boi
Frío Frío (Live) by Juan Louis Guerra (feat. Romeo Santos)
