I bought a lavender plant a couple days ago (it's the one in the black pot), his name is Angel <3
it's a bit unsettling
in the best way.
When you feel it
you'll know exactly what I'm talking about,
the slight shiver up your spine
wandering eyes that can't quite stay in one place
a smile that seems eternal.
Even when their gone
they don't leave your mind.
or at least,
for me
-symptoms of love
I have just sat down
after you watched me walk back
to make sure I was safe
and I know this sermon might be great
but I'm completely lost in
a wonderful h a z e
replaying all the memories
we made today
replaying all the moments
we had today.
of course you,
only you,
could make a completely
and horrendously shitty day
into the best day
I've had in months.
-you're a keeper
driving
getting a job
working on publishing a book
(poetry, of course)
taking classes
preparing for the SAT/ACT
training for soccer
getting away from my father.
-2019: the summer I grew up
and maybe
music has always been a part of my soul
shaking my heart
overflowing when I sing
when I play instruments.
and maybe
music was what saved me from myself
finally letting me heal
from what I thought I couldn't
and maybe
music is what pushed me to grow
encouraging me to keep going
making me stronger over time
in ways I couldn't imagine
and maybe
music is what brings us together
because in these songs
I hear you
loud as day even when I feel alone
I hear you
-music to my ears
Intertwined by dodie
Cosmic Love by Florence + The Machine
No Choir by Florence + The Machine
Magic by Coldplay
Why Am I Like This? by Orla Gartland
She by dodie
Drive by Charlotte Cardin
