how is it that everyday
I find a way
to miss you more?
They say pain
dulls
over time.
nothing could be more wrong.
-my ache for you only grows
the echoes of your voice
calling my name
tear me
to pieces
pulling my heart
shattering my soul
because no matter how long I search
I never find
you
-I hear 'Hossana?' at least twice a week, but nobody's there
i walked into a coffee shop
and there you were
light grey shirt
black jeans
with a book I couldn't read the title of
but you were immersed in it
peaceful
a soft smile gracing your face
A dream, I realized
pondering what to do
deciding to sit next to you.
Giving me the softest expression
you put an arm around my waist
'Hello, darling'
you whispered lovingly.
I looked at you
wondering when I might be graced
with your presence again
taking note of every freckle
the yellow in your hazel eyes
and tears silently fell
down my face
knowing
it's going to end
but I smiled
you're here
'Hello, my Love'
-and you wiped my tears away
this saturday
I will get an ache in my chest
seeing the girls with their corsage
I will walk away from the dance floor
when the slow songs are played
and search for your hand
even though I know it's not there
I will feel incomplete
without you
I will refuse to make this evident
to anyone, but myself
I will drink punch
wishing it was alcohol
if only to put me in a daze
and dull the pain
I will miss you
even more
I will make a vow
to us
that we will go together
senior year
no matter what
-prom
I have so many songs
I want to sing
to you
and you alone
please
will you stay
and listen, my love?
-stay awhile
And of course,
I love you
to the moon and back💜💜💜
xanny by Billie Eilish
My Strange Addiction by Billie Eilish
Magic by Coldplay
Dive by Ed Sheeran
Lost In You by Khai Dreams
Song for the Sleepless by Ollie MN
