A Dream come true

Phil's POV

Dan didn't ask any questions just suggested we go out. I'm glad he didn't persist in asking what was wrong. Even though it wasn't his fault, it was because of him --I could never tell him. I'd just have to get over him.

How can you? You love him!

Bad time for my subconscious to point out the obvious but I had to. It was the only way. Either that or I'd have to move out. No. I can't move out, I need Dan. I love everything about Dan. I can not leave. I have to be stronger than this.

I still had no idea where Dan was taking me and to be honest I didn't care. He'd decided. He'd actually thought of somewhere that would make me happy, well at least I hoped it would make me happy. I would feel awful if where we went made me feel worse.

Don't be stupid Phil, it's just a place it can't make you feel bad.

But I knew there was many places that could make me feel bad. I'd had too many bad memories, too many bad thoughts and too many bad people to know that places can't hold feelings. Even the happiest man in the world has a place that would bring back horrible memories and vice versa.

I really did hope we were going somewhere amazing, just me and Dan. Like a date.

No, it's not a date. He's just your friend

I so wished it was a date. It would have been perfect.

First ever author's note. Okay so thank you so much for reading what I've done so far, but instead of posting each chapter so close together I'm going to leave gaps in between. It'll give me time to think about plot lines and things as such plus pretty soon I'm going to write a troyler based fiction. I'll focus on getting that one going first and then I'll pay equal attention to both okay? Tell me what you think so far please? It would really help me out.