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9: Not Good Enough

Shawn was always telling you how he loved you more than anything. But lately, you weren't feeling like "special". Not because Shawn didn't shower any love on you. It was the people who thought that you weren't good enough for Shawn. Maybe they were right. But you thought that the people are wrong, only because Shawn could've chosen any girl he liked in a snap. But he chose you, indicating that you were special. So, it was fifty-fifty going on in your brain. Fans started criticising Shawn too. They were saying things that hurt. You push your thoughts aside for a moment and pick up your phone, while laying on your couch with throw blankets and a cup of warm tea. You open the Twitter app and look at the screen that was full of negative tweets.

She's not even that pretty. Shawn deserves better.

She doesn't even spend time with Shawn.

Tbh, Shawn deserves better,not someone like Y/N.

Things like these hurt. As much as you didn't show your pain to Shawn, he would always ask you what was wrong, and you would lie and say it was some work stress. A tear slid down your cheek. You didn't want to start sobbing, so you quickly wipe it away. It didn't help. They were right. Shawn did deserve someone better. Someone who had time for him. Someone who looked beautiful. Someone who loved him with all they had. Without realizing, you started to sob uncontrollably. The type of crying where you physically started to shake. You bury your face in your hands to muffle the sound of your  unstoppable crying. You were so lost in your own pain, that you didn't even realize when Shawn came inside.

 When you did, you looked up at him and swiftly wipe away your tears. "Oh my gosh honey." he runs to your side and sits beside you. He cups your chin in his hand. " Sweetie, what's the matter?", he asks. His voice was cracking and his eyes were glazed with tears.You felt bad that he felt bad for you. You take your phone and numbly hand it to him. He looks at the screen and his jaw drops and tears fall out of his eyes at the speed of lightning. He throws the phone onto the couch and pulls you into the most love filled embrace that you had ever been in. "This has been happening for a long time, right?" You nod into his chest. "Honey," he says, his voice soothing your unbearable pain.

 " You should've told me. I could've helped. I could've told the fans how sweet, loving, kind and drop dead gorgeous you are." You nuzzle your face deep into his neck. "Babe, I don't care about what people say about you. They don't know crap about how you are. They don't understand that you aren't able to spend time with me because you're trying to provide for me and you. They don't have the right to say anything about you, because they just don't know you. " Shawn says. You nod into his neck. You look up at his perfectly sculpted face. He cups your tear stained cheeks in his warm hands and strokes them with his thumb." I love you. " He whispers." I love you too. " You reply. He pulls you into a passionate and deep kiss. He pulls away from the kiss and smiles gently at you. "And always remember, you are enough."

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Hello 💛

Hope you liked this sentimental imagine. But it has meaning. Don't let anybody take you down. Cuz they don't know you. People have a lotta crap to say and you have a lotta crap to listen to. But don't let someone opinion break you. Becuz you are enough!

Thank you so much for reading!