[A/N] ba-da-daaaa! Feeling a little better today! Thank you for all your supportive comments! Also:
(TW⚠️ : Sexual harrasment, homophobic slur mentioned, fake ID's)
Kirishima's POV:
It's so peaceful...
It's so quiet....
It's so relaxing....
It's so terrifying....
It's so dark....
It's so lonely....
It's so violent...
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It's what I deserve.
I don't know who I am anymore.
I don't know what I want.
The voice won't make up its mind.
"You need to stay down here forever. Drown,
You're safe. Hurt yourself, it's good."
"End it. Kill yourself. Get into the bath and never come out."
Who am I now? Where am I?
Why am I not in my safe place?
Here, it's empty.
It's dark.
Why?
Why am I-
Water filled my lugs before I could think.
Yes.
See? You're so safe here.
You belong here.
You want to be here.
You love it so much that you
Can't stand
Not being here.
It's good.
But...
What else do I need?
How long more until I can't come here anymore?
How long until I just end it?
It's getting violent.
Ah.
The water is moving around me.
Hands are reaching through the surface.
Voices are breaking through.
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Underwater (kiribaku/bakushima)
FanfictionKirishima POV: I always feel like I am drowning. In everything. Holding my breath when things get rough, living in isolation, the muffled voice of those on the surface. But there's a different side to this. It's peaceful in the bottom of the ocean...
