Unwanted by Matthew

These tears didn't stop

I walk inside, no sight of Kara.
"Thank you jesus." I whispered. As walked into my room, the tears in my eye's were making everything a thick a haze. Entering into my room, I quickly locked the door.
My phone went off, "no,no,no!" I whispered in a crying voice.
I sighed as I closed my eye's reaching for my phone.
"Ha ha, this is funny." I just broke down crying as I read it,
"who is this!?" I cried. I roughly took of my plaid shirt, kicking off my boots. My thoughts were destroying my mind, it killed because I didn't know who the numbers belonged to!
I roughly went thru my drawers finding what I needed.
"Yes, yes, yes!" I whispered with tears running down my face.
It then started.
1 Cut, I flinched. It's been awhile.
2 Cuts, it was easier then the first.
3 Cuts, I looked down to the blood dripping onto my lap. I stared at the blood, watching it slowly drip
breaking into little piece's, like my heart. That's when I knew, I wasn't done.
4 Cuts, I couldn't stop now.
5 Cuts, I started to cry even more.
I went back to my first cut and made it deeper. My tears mixed in with my blood, making it drip faster.
My phone went off, it startled me.
It was ringing with a 'unknown' number. I just cried as it kept ringing, didn't answer it. It stopped ringing, I rocked back and forth, crying even harder. It rang again. I convinced myself to answer it, knowing I really shouldn't.
"Hello?" I said crying.
"Finally you answered! Ariel? What's wrong!?" it was Matthew.
I couldn't help but break down even more. "Nothing, I'm fine. Why did you call me?" I replied trying not to cry. "No, i'll be right there and I called because I had a bad feeling." Matt said worried.
"No matt! Nothing is wrong." I cried making it worse.
He hung up. "I don't want him seeing my arms! No!" I quickly hid the blade and cleaned the blood. Wiping my cheek. I layed on my floor, crying and dieing inside. I had no energy to climb into my bed and burry myself there. There was a pounding on my front door followed by yelling of my name. "Ariel, ariel!!" Matt screamed.
I cried even harder. I could hear that he opened the door. I listened carefully as he walked around my house calling my name, he them came banging on my door. "Ariel open the door!" Matt yelled.
"Noo, I can't!" I cried. "Fine." matt replied.
He some how opened my door. "Ariel, what's wrong?" matt said as he ran to me. I couldn't stop crying.
"Ariel! There is blood on your face!" matt cried. He wiped it.
"Shit, when I wiped my face." I thought. Matt layed on the floor next to me, brushing my hair out of my face, Wiping my tears.
"Ariel, I love you." Matt whispered as he kissed me on my forehead.
"I love you too matt." I whispered back closing my eyes. Five Minuets went by when I suddenly heard Kara,
"Ariel!" She yelled.
Matt jumped up, "Matt get on that side of the bed, quick!" I whispered to Matt. Matt quickly got up and ran over to the other side of my bed. Kara came in, I tried to block her by the door. "What?" I asked kara. She gave me a weird look.
"Have you been crying?" she laughed. I pushed her out into the hall, slamming my door locking it. I fell by the door crying. "Ariel, it's okay. I'm here." Matt whispered as he crawled over to me. He grabbed my waist pulling me onto him. I kept crying, I couldn't stop.
My tears were like the blood that slowly dripped from my arms. Instead this time, they were dripping onto matt's arms. My white long sleeve shirt had blood on my right sleeve. Matt saw it, "no, no, no!" Matt cried. "Please no." Matt whispered pulling up my sleeve. He wiped the blood off with his shirt, kissing each cut.
"Come with me, please." Matt whispered. I looked at him "where?" I questioned. Matt picked me up and carried me to my bed. "Can you get Kara to leave?" Matt questioned.
I shrugged my shoulders walking to my door, closing it behind me. "Kara?" I yelled. "Kara?" I yelled again. She had left. I walk back to Matt opening the door, "she already left." I said.
I stared at Matt as he layed on my bed with his shirt off. "lock the door?" Matt smiled. I wiped my tear and smiled as I instantly locked the door.